back to posting again...
damn bored now...
bro at tuition-.-
now let''s think of wad to tok abt...
oh ya...
i noe a lot of ppl will think dat nowadays I very emo-.-
yup...it's fact...
sms me if u wanna noe the reason...
I decided to forget all abt you...
I decided to forget all those memories we had...
I decided to throw away all those things dat I bot for u but din have the chance to give u...
last but not least...
I decided to FORGIVE AND FORGET...
FORGIVE myself for being so stupid and making dat stupid decision
FORGET that u ever existed...and FORGET that i ever met u...
I'm utterly disappointed in you...
y cant guys mean wad they say...
they say yes but they meant no in their hearts...
I wonder if I can ever trust u again...
I doubt so anyway...
haizzzz
ANYWAY!


SI JIA WILL BE HAPPY!(:



trying to forget u is hard...
but u nv noe if u nv try...
now...I'm forcing myself to forget u...
buut...ike I promised myself...
I WILL BE HAPPY!
*you are forgotten*
HAHAHAHA!
tks for everyone's concern...
I will be back to my hyper self...
now...u will find me NOISY!
but it's better than being tortured by idiots from mars(:
logging off now...
BHUAI!

y din u tell me earlier?
wad did u do dat for?
u noe u alrdy_____ me...
still think of her?
u tink I ur toy ar?
no way...
must u toy with my feelings?
I'm human u noe?
I got feelings one lei-.-
I not ur dog kay?
pls...at least I need some respect from u-.-
I respect ur decision...y cant u respect mine?
y must u lie to me?
when u noe u alrdy like her...
y din u ask me for ______
until so long then tell...
I'm hurt ok?
I dun wish for tis to happenn anymore...
I wonder if I still can trust u...
I doubt so...
trust takes a very long time to build up...but it can be destroyed in 5 mins...
I'm hurt ok?really hurt by wad u said...
u almost make me lose all my frens...
just bcoz of the foolish act u did...everyone has to suffer for it...
I'm utterly disapppointed in you...
it's over between us...
I can no longer trust u...
I HATE YOU!*disappointed*
I wonder if u really meant wad u said at the very beginning...
was it all lies?
I dun noe and I dun wanna noe ANYMORE!
dun waste ur time trying to persuade me...
I wun fall for ur trick ever ever again
I've been hurt once...never do I wanna go through all those torture ever again...
and frens...I'm sorry if I din heed ur advise...
and tks for ur encouragement all the way...
a very special thank you to:
Yin Ling,Jing Yi,Brenda and many more...
I really appreciate it...
I'm sorry if I din heed ur advise...
I should have long forgotten abt______
but I just cant bring myself to do it...
after that incident...I have been torturing myself by blasting the music of my earpiece in to my ear...not eating dat much...
but I noe...
it wasnt rite for me to do dat...
I asked myself:I do dat for wad?it's not worth for me to go through all this torture bcoz of ________.
Thanks alot foor ur encouragement...
and _________...I HATE YOU!

finally able to use the com...
luckily mum allows me to use
HOORAY FOR MUM:)
band was kinda boring for very long...
nw learning rhythm-.-
the whole sec one cohort got their instruments
except us...clarinetists-.-
stupid rite?-.-
was back home 4 plus 5 everyday...
damn sian at sku lor-.-
pls dun mind of my blog not updated...
coz my com password lock-.-
dumb rite?-.-
can hack jiu hao le-.-
nowadays very sian at home...
do hmwk liao jiu must revise-.-
after dat oni got 1 hr of tv to watch:)
ur hand in mine:)
MUAHAHAHA!
I love it lorhsss...
tabulei tahan:)


logging off now...
Bhuai!