uhm...
this would be much of a very wordy post...
so shoo off if you dun wanna read it...
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somehow,it wasnt as easy as I thought, to feign ignorance and just pretend that nothing took place...
I feel like the world was abt to fall apart and crash into a million pieces the moment you walked out of my life...
I felt so hurt when it came to my knowledge for the fact dat I wasnt just the only one...
It tore me straight through my bleeding heart,casting total darkness upon my entire life once again...
I wished you didnt enter my life in the 1st place when you already knew dat you would leave me eventually...
you stepped in...grabbed my heart and my soul and walked out of my life faster than the speed of racing wind...
morning comes around bringing me the thought of everything dat just happened over the past,one night which brought the worst nightmare ever...
every move I made today,reminiscences would definitely flood my mind,and tears would start falling from my bloodshot eyes...

wooo!
just came out from a refreshing bathe at my neighbour's house...
house under renovation...
cant use toilet-.-
damn ma fan lorh-.-
band was quite ok today larh...
I'm super excited abt 2morow...
1st period is pe...
I LOVE PE!!!
then last period is music...
I LOVE MUSIC!!!
lol...
I kinda love everything...
but not everyone...
you noe who you are...
I've been tinking abt it the whole day...
and it doesnt seem like wad you have described...
I'm loved not hated(:
loved by ones I hold close to my heart..
but you...
I tink the amount of ppl loving me equals to the number of ppl hating you-.-
yeah...
I'm so right this time!!!
people agree with me lorh^^
logging off now...
bye(:

yay(:
everything's going fine...
which is quite a good thing...
jsut dat someone has been spoiling my mood recently...
except for dat...
everything's fine...
oh yeah...
I noe who u're referring to...
yeah...it was me...
so wad?
wad can you do?
yeah...
I din go coz I cant go...
cant go oso not my fault right?
you tink I dun wanna go arh...
dumb idiot .

hah!
now I noe why you so good to me le...
you gt motive one right?
trying to find out wad he likes in me so dat you can win his heart?
I HATE YOU! STUPID DUMB IDIOT!
yeah...
now you noe wad I have dat he likes...
good for you larh...
I really hate you so much...
must you use this kinda stradegy(however you spell it)
to do this?
SO DESPICABLE!
you were the reason why everything happened...
and now I'm even more sure I hated you...
last time you treat me so good...
I very happy...
you say dat you wanna be my fren...
and very nice to meet me...
yeah...
nice to meet me-.-
NICE TO GET MY SECRETS BAH!
stupid dumb bit_ _
now you got him larh...
happy?
good for you lorh...
you found urs while I ended mine._.
good luck and dun bother sweet-toking to me anymore...
I wun believe it again...
always say: "OMG!you damn chio lei!can tell me wad u did to ur hair?I love it"(yeah right-.-)
"OMG!I love dat new shoes you just bored...mind telling me where you bought them?"
"OMG!I love ur new bag siol...where you buy?"
"OMG!so smart lei you!go temasek...how u study arh?"
you keep on asking me the questions dat make me feel dat I'm someone you respected...
someone you really look up to...
but no...
it's all
A DUMB TRAP!!!
I shouldnt have told you...
shouldnt have told you anything abt my private stuff...
my private life...
and now you're just here to destroy it...
is it even fair?
you took my lines...
you took my way of life...
copy stuff I bought...
and now...
YOU'RE HERE TO DESTROY MY LIFE!
ask urself...
is it fair?
IS IT?
OF COURSE NOT LARH!
fair to you...
but to me?
HELL NO IT ISNT...
you dun noe how much I hated you...
you took away everything from me..
and now you wanna destroy my life...
you're very pro rite?(sacarstically)
yeah...
snatch wadeva you want..
I dun care anymore...
is dat all you can do?
SNATCH?
stupid idiot...
you took my ______
wad more do you want?
DUMBASS!
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ok peeps...
now it's time for a real post...
nth happened these few day larh...
just dat idiot mentioned on top there keeps on
DESTROYING MY LIFE!
sms me if u wanna noe...
great...
now there's nth to tok abt..
bye(:

was quite tiring today...
had band practice from 8 to 3...
and guess wad?
I ran out of things to practice-.-
SO PRO RIGHT ?
HAHA .
went for swimming...
oso damn tired...
after dat I went for a haircut and now it looks like..............
I dun noe wad to say...
but ít's wierd...
maybe I'm not used to it or smth...
logging out now...
bye(:

hey peeps..
went for band today .
was kinda tiring .
went through the whole thin g for mega concert...
oh yeah...
mega concert's at esplanade on 4th july...
u wun wanna noe the price of the tickets-.-
$30 per ticket...
and if many ppl want it...
have to ballot-.-
so ex le still must ballot-.-
I changed my blogskin...
blogsong and chatbox(:
I'm kinda happy today...
coz maybe from the stuff I did at band...
kinda like a successful feeling...
but others gt scolded by mr zat._.
no choice...
he kinda scolded me a little too coz I cant play my NEW PART...
I got transfered from 3rd clar to 2nd-.-
A lot difference...
had to learn within 20 mins???o.o
shit siol...
but I still did it^^
YAY ME!
kinda happy coz of other reasons too(:
which shall remain unknown
HAHA .
logging off now...
bye(:

stupid idiot .
dun wan me go just say larh .
still find dumb excuses .
go die larh .
u wan let him have more freedom rite ?
fine .
you win arh .
but I wun let this go kay ?
u better remember this !
I'm not letting you of just like dat .
it's not so easy !
sorry but I dun forgive ppl so easily...
so it's just ur luck to have made me angry !
this time...
I let it pass .
but get ready...
I WILL NEVER LET YOU OFF .
get ready to face the worst in ur damn life .
I've had enough of you .
can I whack ur face ?
I'm sure if I can...I WOULD .
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hi peepo(:
dat dumb post up there is for "some idiot" who has made my blood...
BOIL !
ok...life was great till this happened...
some ppl are only alive becoz murder is against the law...
I'm sure if there's no such law...
many ppl wun be alive by now...
and I tink me too:x
logging off now..
bye .

I'm back in singapore(:
did u miss me peepo???
I'm sure u did(:
went to malaysia...
saw ppl who looked like justin bieber and taylor lautner...
and saw many people who look like people I noe...
dat's shit rite?._.
it's kinda tiring though...
doing the same stuff everyday...
eating the same stuff everyday...
it's kinda boring...
and I have to walk SO FAR to my room...
dat's the worst part of the whole trip...
and the people there were...........
NICE!more on the socialising side to be exact...
I guess I have nth to post abt anymore...
the pictures are on fb...
go have a look at them(:
(which I doubt u will)
BYE(:

it's all over...
it's all a nightmare...
how I wished this din happen at all...
I tot u were different...
different in all ways dat I know u...
no...u werent...
u were EXACTLY the same as most ppl...
I tot u were the exact opposite of my ex...
no...u werent...
but instead...u were...
exactly the same?
dat's disappointing...
very super duper disappointing...
it's not dat Í'm blaming u or wad larh...
but I just feel dat...
if u didnt want it in the beginning...
y couldnt u just tell me...
and si qi told me...
u din ___me coz u have mo reason to...
but u also had no reason to accept rite???
yeah...
I guess u have no reason to...
but u can just say no right?
y wait till now?
it's even worse now...
cant u tell me in the beginning?
WHY WAIT TILL NOW?
it's a big blow...
seriously...it is .
I really hope this shit would just stop right here...
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but I doubt it can rite?
I can feel dat history is repeating...
and it always is...
the way u tok-ed...
the way u sms-ed...
the way u type-ed in msn or fb...
it's exactly the same as my ex...
I feel like I'm seeing double...
but no...
maybe cozs it's ur personality...
but I noe who caused this problems...
and I doubt u wanna noe it...
dat's all I have to say...
tink abt it yourself...
I wun bother anymore

hello peeps!
went out with 4 clarinetists today...
had a great time...
tiring too
was toking to ______almost throughout the movie...
KARATE KID ROCKS!
so touching(:
pictures on fb...
go look through them if u wan..
but I doubt u would...
toking to ______ on fb now...
kinda boring...
not toking to u boring larh...
is dat there's nth to do at home._.
ok then...
bye(:
miss me(:

yoh peeps(:
erin and ... came today to borrow book for book review for homework...
I noe a lot of "for"(:
something real bad happened today...
dun wanna tok abt it though-.-
and ppl who wanna noe...
ask me...
maybe I'll tell you...
MAYBE ARH!
no promise...
chatting with ... now
kinda boring coz ... din reply-.-
...=*unknown*
still waiting for a reply-.-
I'm bored...
just quarrelled with "someone"
and she's a girl...relax-.-
wad can I do now?._.
sorry to rip whoever I learnt dat from:x
logging off now...
miss me ppl(:

yoh!
and one thing to tell you ppl...
dat's making me damn fed up...
my mum:erin and my dad:andy...
in tms one arh...not real
DIVORCED!
neh tell me-.-
this kinda parents-.-
so bad siol):
I'm hurt):
HAHA
I'm super bored at home now...
and guess wad?
I've been toking to someone who loves to sleep
and "dat person"
still hasnt replied yet coz he or she is sleeping...
DAT'S SO DUMB!
wasted 5 sms...
sian...
com's lagging now...
cant go facebook...
kinda kagging like mad-.-
logging off now...
miss me peepo!