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Brokenlove
It's not worth the wait .
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I dun care what you tink of me coz I myself know what I did .
I'm not a fighter , I'm not a lover . But I'm someone who will fight for the person I love ♥
If you like me , tell me . If you miss me , show it . If you love me , prove it .
No matter how much tears I shed , he's not the right guy and he'll never be . Coz when you find the one that is , he wun make you cry :3
You're the boy and I'm the girl . If you dun text me , we wun tok today . If you ignore me , I'll ignore you .
If you dun start the conversation , we wun tok . If you dun put in the effort , why should I ?
If you dun love me , please let me know . I dun wanna be so stupid being fooled .
When you say forever , you mean a few weeks . When I say forever , I mean everyday till I die .
When you say always , you meant until the day you couldnt handle it anymore . When I say always , I meant until time ended .
When you say you love me , you meant I was no different from any other girls . When I say I love you , I meant I had nv felt what I felt for you .
SI JIA <3

About Me
The sweet girl
Si Jia♥
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Scorpio;cow


Loved Ones
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Afifah;mei
Andre;di
Andy;daddy
Arafah;mei
Ariel;mei
Benjamin;kor
Blair;cousin♥
Brenda;mei♥
Caleb;kor♥
Chanel;chio bu
Charmaine;my idol
Charlotte;jie
Charissa;cousin
Denzil;di
Ee Leng;mei
Ee Lian;mei
Erin;mummy
Fitri;mei
Lydia;mei♥
Jeffrey;kor
Jereld;kor♥
Jian Zhou;kor
Jie Zhi;kor♥
Jing Yi;kao pei auntie
Johnathan;di
Jolene;auntie
Joshua;kor♥
Josiah;gay guy♥
Justin(swimming);di
Kai Qi;jie♥
Kevin(swimming);di
May Ngor;jie
Michelle;jie♥
Mr Phoon;grandfather♥
Ms Aw;mummy♥
Rachel;jie♥
Ruth(twe);jie
Ryan;kor
Shaun;kor
Siti;fellow-scorpion
Wan Fang;mei♥
Wei Hao;kor
Weng Kong;uncle
Xiao Len;Mr horny♥
Xin Han;kor
Yan Qing;jie♥
Yi Qing;jie♥
Yi Ling;mei
Yin Ling;mei♥
Yong Zhi;di
Zhuo Yi;kor♥
Dare to snatch them? I chop off ur head!
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Friday, October 29, 20102:10 AM
GO LISTEN TO THE SONG SO BIG.
THE LYRICS FREKAING COOL.
I wanted to copy and paste it
but then cannot-.-
lawl.
buh bye.
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1:07 AM
OHMYGAWD
4 more days to my birthday.
OHMYGAWD
and I'm freaking excited abt the class outing.
OHMYGAWD
and I hope we (brenda, jing yi, ariel, yin ling and me) planned it well._.
if anything goes wrong then
POOF
the whole thing is gone._.
AND WHAT HAPPENS IF IT RAINS????
NO ONE THOUGHT OF THAT!!!!!!!!
oh damn it.
nvm
I dun care.
just go inside the pavillion.
I wonder if the spelling's correct._.
aiyah.
Dun care
BUH BYE.
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Thursday, October 28, 201012:34 AM
yoh.
5 more days to my birthday!!!
DAMN EXCITED
having class outing on sunday
at pasir ris
WOAH.
I organise till my head pop liao
so many things to do sia._.
logging off now.
buh bye.
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Sunday, October 24, 201010:44 PM
seriously bored nowadays.
I checked the lyrics for no other
OHMYGAWD
LIKE FREAKING MESSY
coz it's korean._.
DAMN IT
anyway
i'm seriously bored now-.-
wad can i do?
damn it.
and there are always some selfish ppl
my exams coming.
I watch tv oso cant
now bro exams coming
you let him play computer AND I DUN GET TO USE IT
SO FREAKING HELL UNFAIR SIA
and after sku he come back must let him play liao
_l_
shit them larh
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4:08 AM
bloggies.
does anyone noes how to put pictures into the left column of my blog??
you shld understand dat.
PLEASE
IF YOU NOE.
PLEASE TELL ME.
call me
96445262.
msg me oso can
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Saturday, October 23, 20105:23 AM

I'm suddenly in love with super junior.


OHMYGAWD.


HOW THE HELL DID THAT HAPPEN???


I'm nt really into k-pop


but nw...


it's like.


WOW.


IT'S A MIRACLE SIA.


and I LOVE LEE TEUK.



he's so damn cute(:
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Thursday, October 21, 20103:44 AM
yoh peeps.
came back
had piano
clarinet solo was no bad
I'm having stupid running nose now-.-
so irritating.
somemore now gt haze-.-
so it makes it worst-.-
logging off now
buh bye.
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Monday, October 18, 20101:07 AM
yay.
it's a miracle.
I can blog.
yay me
anyway
today badminton sucked like shit
coz if you win but toher ppl lose.
means you lose
HOW DUMB IS THAT?
so we lost
then i play so hard for wad sia-.-
IDIOTIC
anyway
gt class tee
I should have ordered M
coz S quite small._.
DAT'S WHY IT'S S
wth.
anyway
chion-ed home to use com .
buh bye
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Thursday, October 14, 20107:28 PM
went to tam with brenda, yinling, michelle, ariel, may and elisa
to make class tee
IT'S SO DAMN NICE
anyway.
I lazy upload so
next time see me wear lorh.
and went ehub to watch the other guys coz michelle dun wanna waste her tickets.
today expire liao
then she show attitude when I say I dun wanna go.
then in the end we faster chiong there watch
before the show started.
yinling and ariel were laughing and toking really loudly.
WTF
I was like, eh, diam leh
anyway.
kinda bz nw.
so buh bye
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7:18 PM
today early in the morning woken up by ariel
SHE CALLED ME AT 7.30._.
wad the hell?-.-
anyway
sms-ed lao porh but she didnt reply till 2 hrs later-.-
ariel wanted me to go sku for the post exam activities.
the stupid robotics thingy-.-
IT SUCKS TTM
somemore I'm with suffian.
BASH HIIS FACE LARH.
logging off.
buh bye
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Wednesday, October 13, 20101:06 AM
some stuff happen in sku today
i'm kinda pissed by it though.
I make my own choice
you dun decide for me idiot
you wanna join dat stupid grp then u join.
you ask me join i must join is it?
bitch.
I hate this kinda ppl
you nt happy with me just say
dun show face
nt happy with me is ur own problem
dun ask other ppl to ignore me oso.
bitch
I choose my life
u dun need to choose my life for me
If I choose it wrongly is my problem
dun need u care
I noe you just wan us to win
you're nt the only one who wans me in ur grp
gt 3 grps wan me okay
but i go with my heart
If I learn dat...
then I'll do well in it and bring glory to the class
i wun choose smth dat I dun like and do badly in it
last but not least
I dun leave to please you bitch
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12:42 AM
back frm meeting twinneh
had fun.
LOADS OF FUN
anyway
came back...
gt nagged at
as usual then show black face-.-
currently nth to do now.
kinda bored though-.-
maybe I shld let bro use the com
ohh well.
I'm kind anyway.
so okay.
buh bye
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Tuesday, October 12, 20102:27 AM
it's over now.
I'm kinda glad too.
it feels much better.
I tink we better dun see each other frm now on..
in case it comes back again
I tink we shld stay at least 10000000000 km away frm each other
even better...
I tink we dun tok at all
it's seriously over.
I'm not blaming u and I wun.
I told you you're gonna get hurt but u didnt believe.
dat's wad u get for nt listening to me.
being with me is the worst thing dat can ever happen to u.
get it now?
buh bye.
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12:34 AM
2nd time posting today
I'm somehow kinda lost nw.
coz...
I feel like ______
and i dun feel like ________
wad shld I do?
the feeling's just nt the same anymore
especially when I met you today.
it feels dat everything is back to the beginning alrdy
like when we're just frens.
I cant do anything now
I feel like crying
I really really dun noe wad to do now.
I dun wanna let you go.
but I cant be so inconsiderate.
I really dun feel like giving you up.
but if it still stays like dat then I really cant do anything
I cannot be selfish.
i really need to do something nw but I dun noe wad to.
all these things dat happened today were becoz of this afternoon
I'll give you 1 last day to prove ur sincerity to me
tmr's ur deadline.
I tink i really shld give up.
if you dun bother doing anything then there's no point in continueing this anymore.
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Monday, October 11, 201010:06 PM
first thing to do.
I wanna apologise to u.
I noe today I pang seh you
then you nt happy
but you didnt say anything abt it
I'm really sorry
I promise you it wun happen again dear
I'm so sorry.
and I found out smth.
I rather go with u
coz I with them...
quite lonely.
coz is odd number
so someone will be the odd one.
and I unlucky kena dat position._.
I'm so sorry.
I promise I wun do it again
I bot couple key chain kayss?
DUN ANGRY PLEASE
ILY<3
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Sunday, October 10, 201011:11 PM
finally can use com.
yay daddy for giving me the password.
and the password is stupid kay?
anyway...
had fun today
lit paper was quite okay.
michelle didnt finish
she only started on section B 20 mins before the paper ends.
WTH
anyway...
I'm somehow gonna change my ind abt you.
buh bye ppl(:
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Thursday, October 7, 201010:06 PM
OHMYGAWD.
am I lucky or wad?
great things happened recently(:
AND SCIENCE FLUNG
shit sia
damn difficult
chinese paper after dat almost had not enough time.
damn me._.
I everytime finish before half of the time is over.
so I tot do slowly.
then suddenly no time then chiong
shit sia
elina left one page blank.
I tink I saw it._.
DEAD
and geog was damn easy
maybe coz I studied
and nadiah didnt do one question
15 MARKS!!!!
she was crying._.
good luck arh(:
oh yeah.
hell am I lucky.
buh bye(:
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Monday, October 4, 201010:51 PM
OHMYGAWD.
I saw my two muffins walking beside each other today(:
anyway.
history test was quite easy except one question
found the answer out.
was quite hard though that ques
so not my fault(:
can you believe it?
I STUDIED
for the 1st time in my whole damn life.
and at home.
so many shit stuff happened._.
I come home then you say i noisy.
I come home to study eh.
then I go inside nia you down there kao pei kao bu
then how I study?
then of cuz i shout back larh
then you scold again
idiot larh
then i come home late you say I nv study
and when i study, you say I fake one larh
study for ppl see nia
YOU TRY ARH
I alrdy stupid enough wad-.-
study oso no use mah
in ur eyes.
the smart one the best
attitude suck one oso best
unfair leh
he smart then say I stupid.
u tink i shit arh
no feelings si bo?
idiot
then you wan me bring him to tuition
then later anything happen i kena scolded
like dat I risk myself for wad
you say ur leg pain
i whole day exams eh
then sit at the stupid place no fan somemore.
you think inot tired arh?
when i wan slp you oso down there kao pei-.-
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1:44 AM
another post.
today i saw muffin:D
HE PON FOR THE WHOLE MONTH THEN COME BACK LIAO
coz gt exam.
stupid siol-.-
and yeah,
if u dun do anything abt it.
I guess i can't either-.-
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1:00 AM
hi peeps(;
one thing..
it feels great to be loved(:
yeah.
but I just dun feel like returning those feelings till you do something dat can prove to me dat u're serious(:
yeah.
and only dat thing can bring us tgt.
SOMEHOW?
anyway.
had english paper today
I dun noe why but I always finish even before HALF the time is over-.-
then I'll slack there damn long.
sian sia.
and super cool things happened
I took bus and it broke down
HOW COOL IS DAT?
free bus ride(:
then luckily gt another bus...
same number behind(:
dun need wase time
the best thing was.
there was signs to show dat the bus is spoilt
THE DOOR WAS OPENING AND CLOSING NONE STOP-.-
WTH SIA
and then the driver off the engine.
then on again
then drive for abt one stop then the door open and close and open and close and open and close-.-
stupid sia
and one thing I'll remember for life
is the love you gave me(:
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Saturday, October 2, 20106:23 AM
2nd time posting today.
I'm totally confused
I dun wanna hurt you
neither do i wanna risk my happiness for you.
wad should I do?
and yeah.
ur attitude quite good.
but I haven met you yet
and I saw your fb.
it doesnt look ....
erm.
I dk wad's the word to use but I can say
satisfying._.
I'm sorry
but I'm seriously confused now.
why cant you understand my feelings?
I know you very kind and a lot else
but I dun see the common stuff between us.
plus.
I haven met you before.
I'm lost
the thing dat's making me feel like it is ur sweet talks.
I noe I shouldnt fall for them but.
YEAH. I DID
super dumb.
I'm lost and feel like crying now
there's no one in this world who can help me._.
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6:01 AM
computer had some problems.
I posted but then they said someone was also editing it-.-
DUMB SIA
anyway.
some great stuff happened and only may knows
ad i talked to him(:
I dun wanna type the convo coz I just nw type damn long liao-.-
and I'm currently super bored.
ohh well.
I guess I'll just type it
I wanted to go to the back of the queue and he was blocking.
so i was like EXCUSE ME.
then he said sorry
then the dumb thing was.
I WALKED BACK.
and I said.
EXCUSE ME.can you please move ur hand away-.-
AND HE WAS LIKE sorry larh!
dat's pretty much wad had happened so..
BYE
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