back frm perth ppl .
did you miss me ^^
lol .
anyway ,
the pictures are on fb .
hmm .
I wonder wad's the temperature in perth nw .
conifmr damn cold one (:
I LOVE IT .

I'm leaving my hse at 9.30
and it's 8.15 nw .
LOL .
so excited .
but then .....
I'm gonna miss home .
but it's gonna be fun right (:
heehee XD
I always come back frm overseas with sku filled with regrets .
coz .
i nv really treasured the time there ._.
I'M GONNA TREASURE THE TIME IN PERTH ^^
PROMISE .
lol .
okay .
have to reach the airport at 10.30
then band rule is 15 mins`before scheduled time ._.
so 10.15
I tink my luggage damn big ._.
2 kg of nougat for my mum .
confirm die ^^
okay .
miss me peepos ~

GOING PERTH LTR .
OHMYGOD .
anyay.
today's toking abt someone I wanna meet .
erm ...
some kinda famous idol of mine, I guess ?
LOL .
PERTH PERTH PERTH.
I'M COMING FOR YA .
WAIT FOR ME .
I'LL BE THERE IN A FEW HRS TIME (:
MISS ME PPL ^^

GOING PERTH TMR .
DAMN EXCITED LORH .
and.
today tok abt favourite internet fren.
it's a guy ._.
DUN ANYHOW TINK LARH.
we both comfort each other and like.
pratically quite good frens .
then had long chats.
yeah .
BUT WE'RE JUST FRENS ARH -.-

I've wasted my whole weekend.
ytd had band till like so damn late.
then tuition liso.
then today mum was sick.
so didnt go out -.-
and tmr gt band AGAIN.
SIAO .
I everyday at band one lorh -.-
SERIOUSLY EVERYDAY.
I SWEAR -.-
then going perth on tuesday.
DAMN EXCITED (:
today's day 7.
I'm gonna tok abt my ex crush.
as you noe.
the previous posts dat I posted,
the coloured words in another font were for him.
and recently.
becoz of smth.
i hated him.
ALOT.
yeah.
so dat's all you shld noe .

woah.
had band frm 8-2 today
was supposed to end at 12 -.-
then ltr gt more performance.
coz of open house -.-
had tuition.
and nw using com .
so...
today's day 6.
abt a stranger.
hi stranger.
I have no idea wad to say to you -.-

hmm.
today's day 5 hah ? (:
okay.
my dreams.
my dream when I'm older is to be a musician ???
or something like dat ._.
something very cool.
maybe the CSI person ? (:
LOL .
okay.
but speaking abt drea'ms.
I had the best dream in my life a rew days ago.
which you need not know -.-
had band today.
going perth on tuesday.
WAHHHOOOOOOOOOOO .

eh, the "haha" person at my tagboard.
you wanna ask personal stuff.
you use ur real name.
maybe I tell you.
you use one pathetic HAHA.
then you wanna noe -.-
humji nia -.-
so... today's day 4 hah? (:
abt sibling.
erm-.-
my bro.
sometimes irritating.
sometimes quite okay
anyway..
had band today.
i standing for 3 hrs -.-
for ensemble.
my leg wanna brk liao lorh -.-
WAHLAU

Today's for day 3 hah ?
erm..
parents....
Nth much to say
just dat they give you everything.
but might the be things you want -.-
okay.
dat's abt it larh -.-

well I guess it's time for day 2.
I tink there's gonna be a lot of stuff to say.
but to cut it short.
it's abt my crush.
nowadays..
things are getting better.
at least we're closer.
like good frens.
last time walk past each other like just smile nia.
but nw nt bad (:
heehee XD
well..
I guess I'm done.

I'll start with day 1 now.
since I have time...
day 1 is abt my best fren.
basically,
I have no best fren.
coz if I rwrite it here.
ltr insult some ppl.
so better nt.
to prevent troubles -.-
LOL .

since I'm bored nowadays, I guess I'll do this thing.
just for the fun of it.
Day 1-your best fren
Day 2-your crush
day 3-your parents
day 4-you sibling
day 5-your dreams
day 6-a stranger
day 7-your ex bf/gf/lover/crush
day 8-your favourite internet fren
day 9-someone you wish you could meet
day 10-someone you dun tok to as much as you'd like to
day 11-a deceased person you wish you could tok to
day 12-the person you hatemost/caused you a lot of pain
day 13-someone you wished you could forgive
day 14-someone you've drifted away frm
day 15-the person you miss most
day 6-someone dat is not in ur state or country
day 17-someone frm your childhood.
day 18-the person you wish you could be
day 19-someone dat pesters your mind-good or bad
day 20-the one dat broke ur heart the hardest
day 21-someone you judged by their first impression
day 23-the last person you kised.
day 24-the person dat gave you your favourite memory
day 25-the person you noe dat is going through the worst of times
day 26-the last person you made a pinky promise to
day 27-the frenliest person you knew for only one day
day 28-someone dat changed your life
day 29-the person dat you wanna tell everything to, but too afraid to
day 30-your reflection in the mirror

yoh peeps.
did you miss me? HAHA.
had band today.
sectionals frm 9-10.30.
then zul helped me with my solo.
WOOOHOO~
passed!
nt bad eh.
then I high-fived him ^^
HAHA .
then had sectionals again -.-
frm 11-12.45
then full bad till 2 o'clock.
then lunch with section.
then went back for perth band.
band was supposed to end at 5.
but ended at 5.45 -.-
WTH.
then daddy came to pick me at 6.20
reached home at 6.30
waited like damn long -.-
then had dinner.
nw currently using com.
and chatting with "him" (:
HAHA.
he makes me HIGH.
LOL .
OKAY.
NOW I ZI HIGH (:

why you always just reply one short msg?
today I checked fb horoscope.
it said dat many big stuff happened between us before.
But it's nt wad I tink.
Shld I take the chance???
I'm afraid to take the risk._.
you make me feel dat you like me.
Seriously.
I SWEAR.

slept at 12.45._.
super tired nw.
went waraku for lunch.
then I told ming xin nt to come for tuition
then she saw the msg on her way here-.-
so in the end she still come -.-
then nw using computer.
I seriously gt nth to do nw -.-

Anyone can doubt me except you.
Coz when you doubt me,
I'll feel dat I'm in the wrong.
Wadeva you do has an impact on me.
A very very big impact.
I'll love you forever and ever.

just had tuition with uncle lui.
going for swimming ltr.
sian larh...
nw gt nth to do -.-
wahlau lorh.

why arent you replying my msg?
I ask you stuff you dun wan reply.
Not personal oso dun wanna reply.
Wad you want me to do?
When you betray me,
I never say anything abt it.
And nw you're pushing it.
Dun test my patience.

went for band today.
went at 10.
but thn janus and syafiqah didnt come yet.
so waited till around 11.40
my solo was like shit
then ltr zul teach me for 1 hr.
then I noe hw to play liao
then mr zat test.
AND HE'S BRINGING IT TO PERTH.
ohmygod.
I'm gonna die.
zul said the downbeats were correct but triplets were wrong._.
DARN IT.
anyway.
it was not bad leh.
HAHA.
NEED MORE AIR._.

You said you like someone.
It felt like a knife just pierced through my heart.
But now dat I noe more abt it,
I dun tink you like anyone at all.
Coz if you really do,
you'll chase me away.
But you didt(:
I'm really very happy now.
I'll wait for you.
Iloveyou<3

came back frm band rpac.
was damn tiring.
I played my solo-.-
DAMN SOFT.
then mr zat come and play.
then he play 2 times.
then he ask me stand beside him and listen-.-
WTH.
then listen alr,
then he say,
THAT'S THE MOST DIFFICULT SOLO YOU CAN EVER GET.
then I was like,
nw then you noe arh ? -.-
then still choose me to play-.-
wahlau lorh
then they testing tmr
and if I still cant play
then they'll have to take it out -.-
actually I dk if I wanna play or not
LOL .
okay,
I noe.
wadeva-.-

You make me love you more after today, you know?
I can swear that i never loved a guy so much before.
I swear, if we had a chance
I'll cherish you and never let you go.
But if I dun have a chance,
I'll wait till the chance comes.
I'll wait and wait.
Coz I love you.

went band.
and mrning I frekaing fail.
i tot gt self prac.
then i went at 10.30
then caleb say no self prac
then he ask me go home -.-
wth.
then met hui ting, charrisa and zane at kfc.
went to play swing.
went back for full band.
tiring day

I dun care wad ppl say of you
I noe dat you are a great person.
and I wun give up.
I'll wait for you
I promise
Coz one day,
you'll noe dat I'm the one dat truly loves you <3

I noe you're here reading my post.
but can you ppl seriously stop spreading rumours?
which part of my blog says I like josiah?
SERIOUSLY.
WHICH PART???
if you can identify it,
I'll admit defeat.
but the thing is dat.
you cant find it-.-
COZ I DIDNT WRITE IT
AND YOU NOE WHY I DIDNT WRITE IT?
COZ I DUN LIKE HIM.
get it, freaks?
just becoz you see some kinda posts and you tink it's josiah.
dun you find urselves a little pathetic.
see something and you assume.
when I guess your inferencing skills arent dat gd.
which somehow shows dat you failed history, pathetic ppl.
stop spreading rumours when you dun even noe wad's going on.
pathetic ppl.

ohmygawd.
I'll rmb today.
it was super cool.
many cool stuff happened.
ming xin teached me science when she's supposed to teach me history and geog.
but it was kinda cool
the uncle louie came-.-
call my phone to tok to her.
wad logic??? -.-
buh bye peepos.

my horoscope said dat I will noe dat you're attached today.
but you didnt tell me.
so itink the horoscope is wrong? -.-
PATHETIC.
but seriously
are you?
dat's one big question I have in my head.
I'll wait.
I promise.

tmr going some kinda new tuition centre._.
for english tuition interview._.
damn scary siol.
gt some kinda 40 mins test and interview._.
I wonder wad they testing abt.
and I wonder wa'they'll ask-.-
super scary.
I'm so glad you sms-ed me today.
becoz it's true love<3
I'll wait for you.
I promise.

wow. some ppl neh disturb me my life damn good.
I neh scold you.
you neh change
F.M.L
and ohmygawd
when you said dat you were joking.
my heart suddenly skipped a beat.
you will never noe how much i love you.
coz all you do is tok to me and be pissed when I ask yoyu stuff-.-
you treat me so bad.
but my love for you will never change
I'll love you forever and ever.
I promise
you're much better in real life though.cute, handsome and kind(:
PERFECT GUY.
when you said dat you're tgt with her.
my heart suddenly stopped beating.
you noe how I felt at dat time?
I doubt so.
but no matter how badly you treat me
I will still love you as much
you tell me to go away.
I go away.
but if you tell me to stop loving you.
I cant.
I just cant do it.
coz i love you too much.
seriously.
I really need you in my life
I have a feeling you love me.
can you just make it real?
not JUST A FEELING?-.-
last time 90%
and 99% alrdy you.
I just need you to tell me.
then it'll be 100%.
I'll wait
I'll wait for you.
I can wait and I will.
coz I love you.
saying it doeesnt mean anything rite?
I noe dat.
I'll let you go.
but i'll stiill be in one corner.
slilently loving
coz one day.
just one day
u'll find out how much I really love you.
one day you'll find out.
i doubt it'll happen soon.
but one day it would.
lastly, iloveyou<3

I noe I'm stupid.
but must you insult me until like dat bitch?
I freaking cb hell hate my life now.
MY PATHETIC BIRTHDAY AND ALL THE SHIT ARE HAPPENING.
stupid freaking life.
I noe I stupid.
I noe I'm useless.
I noe I'm the worst person on earth.
but must zao ta wo until like dat is it?
I noe I cant do anything right.
THEN YOU STILL WANT ME FOR WAD???
I MUST SURE DIE.
AND LEAVE HOME.
EVEN EVERYONE ELSE IS BETTER THAN MY PATHETIC FAMILY.
THIS IS THE WORST BIRTHDAY IN MY SHITTY LIFE.

there's some pathetic idiot at home nw.
I order mac.
Buy big one for him.
he dun wan
then he wan small one
then everytime I order small one for him.
he cry and say not enough.
nw buy big one then say too much.
FUCK YOU LARH.
I TELL YOU.
I FUCKING BUAY SONG NOW.
NEXT TIME DUN ASK ME BUY LARH
BITCH.
fuck you.

happy birthday to me.
lawl
this is the worst birthday ever
I cant go out
I cant do this
i cant do dat
and I only can use the computer for 3 hours.
and yeah,
dat's my suckish life
and there's one pathetic idiot who is pissing me off like mad.
tok tok tok so much crap
anyway
buh bye.