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Friday, December 31, 20109:08 PM
long time neh blog liao .
mum locked the com -.- went band for the past two days . just went out with lixian ' twinneh just now . maybe going for bowling ltr . gtg now . -MIA- |
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Monday, December 27, 20103:21 AM
I gotta say wad's on my mind ,
something abt us , doesnt seem right these days . life keeps getting in the way , whenever we try somehow the plan , is always rearranged . It's so hard to say , but I gotta do wad's best for me . You'll be ok . I got to move on and be who I am . I just dun elong here . i hope you understand . We might find a place in this world someday . But at least for now , I gotta go my own way . Dun wanna leave it all behind . but i get my hopes up , and I watch them fall everytime . another colour turns to grey . and it's just too hard to watch it all , slowly fade away . I'm leaving today , coz i gotta do wad's best for me . You'll be ok . I've got to move on and be who i am . I just dun belong here . i hope you understand . We might find a place in this world someday . But at least for now . I gotta go my own way . Wad abt us ? Wad abt everything we've been through ? Wad abt trust ? You know I never wanted to hurt you . And wad abt me ? What am I suppposed to do ? I gotta leave but I'll miss you . So I've got to move on and be who I am . Why do you have to go ? I just dun belong here I hope you understand . I'm trying to understand . We might find a place in this world someday. But at least for now , I want you to stay . I wanna go my own way . I've got to move on and be who I am . What abt us ? I just dun belong here . I hope you understand . I'm trying to understand . We might find a place in this world someday . But at least for now . I gotta go my own way . |
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2:49 AM
back frm shopping at orchard rd .
my legs are gonna break . bought many new clothes . damn sian . joey asked me to check email . oso nth -.- damn sian now . |
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Sunday, December 26, 20105:00 PM
just woke up .
now 9 plus . actualy just nine . gt nth to do . so wake up liao htne play com . dn noe wad to do today . bought new sku bag ytd . damn retarded ._. |
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Saturday, December 25, 20105:42 PM
didnt blog for quite long alr .
this yr was the worst yr I've ever had . birthday sucks . christmas sucks . but christmas eve rocks coz I went out with 4 clarinetists . go kbox , then pool . pictures are on fb :D |
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Thursday, December 23, 20101:43 AM
wtf sia .
my brother damn irriating and selfish sia . he going his fren hse for christmas party tmr . then I going out with 4 clar . then my mother dun let . then I ask her book for me the kbox . then she say . Did I say you can go ? -'- then ltr I check the kbox thing myself . then stupid bro dun wanna let me . he can go his christmas one then I cant larh . then I say , now i cannot go you happy larh . then he say , FREAKING HAPPY . no life -'- |
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Wednesday, December 22, 201011:55 PM
since you alr know dat it's me
then why didnt you say anything ? you didnt even acknowledge me or anything . and you know , while you were overseas , you wun noe how much I missed you . you just wun know . coz you never loved me at all . i guess . You make me think dat you like me you know . seriously . but I dun noe . I'm so confused . and since you know it was me , why didnt you just tell me dat you dun like me or just DO SOMETHING dat shows me that you noe dat I'm si jia . WHY ? then you scold ppl . and say : you dun even care abt the feelings of the person you like , so why shld i respect you ? then let me tell you this , you dun even bother acknowledging me even though you know it's me . how do you tink I'll feel ? you say I'm selfish . then let me ask you this , aren't you ? you say I'm selfish coz i only care for myself and my boredomness . then let me ask you this , what abt you ? last time you say you bored , then want me to tok to you . but at that time , I was busy . but I still chatted with you . isnt this supposed to be a vice-versa thing ? you say you bored and want me to chat with you , then I chat . then now i say I bored and want you to chat with me . then you say you not free . then let me ask you this , when you said you were bored and wanted to chat with me , have you ever wondered if I was free ? and yes , you said I was selfish . Aren't you at all ? before you push the blame to someone , look in the mirror . dun you tink you were at fault too ? and yeah , so what if I love you ? you dun need to push it right ? humans have feelings . and if you're nt human then I must have wasted a lot of time on you . you made me angry , you dun even bother apologising . what kinda logic is it ? then ltr u RELUCTANTLY apologised . fine larh . forgive lorh . who ask me love you so much . you dun apologise I oso will forgive you . you know why ? becoz I love you . and when I make you angry , I say sorry so many times , no reply . WTF SIA . 你不会觉得自己太过分吗 ? and yes , you know I like you . SO WHAT ? means you can have dat as an advantage and push me around like ur pathetic toy is it ? sorry larh . I didnt mean to post this on my blog but . if you wanna treat ppl like dat , then I have no point to treat you good anymore right ? Faggot -'- |
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8:02 PM
woek up early in the morning .
michelle ask me go swensens with her -.- siao liao . then my bro there kbkp . for no reason cry cry cry . siao liao . ong yan maybe coming ltr to play xin tiao again ^^ |
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6:34 AM
went back to fs band today .
wasted my time there . I slacked with nat for 3 hrs . slack till damn sian . coz ms wong say have band then mr png say dun have . so in the end only 19 ppl go -.- i'm the only senior . jian zhou went for the recruit one . I dun tink it's fun at all ._. ok . then met up with yq and wf . they to my hse and play lots of things . played ti amo and xin tiao on my piano . i listen wf play till damn sian arh -.- anyway , gtg now . |
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Monday, December 20, 20107:48 PM
need to cong homework BIG TIME .
left 5 chinese jian bao , englsh scrapbk and home econs scrapbk . THE SCRAPBK IS A TOTAL WASTE OF TIME . dat time make the dietary fibre one oso useless -.- WTF SIA . waste time nia . and the chinese compo was also a waste of time coz I did it before . so ijust took out the previous one and copy over -.- NO LIFE . homework is damn freaking pathetic . -------------------------------------------------------------------- I guess I'll forget you at the moment . no point thinking of you when you're thinking of another person . bye . |
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3:40 AM
back frm bintan .
was nt bad . ----------------- after I noe dat you're attached , you cant imagine how sad I was . but I tink it's a lie . coz you told me 1 wk ago dat you didnt like anyone . are you telling the truth ? coz you went overseas , maybe you met her overseas ? I dun noe . and i dun wanna noe . but if you're with her , then , I'll give you my blessings. but if you're nt , dun worry . I'm right here waiting for you . if you're happy with her , I'll forget abt you and get on with life . I've nv loved a guy so much before . I swear . |
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Thursday, December 16, 20106:31 PM
going bintan ltr .
so no sms-es or wadeva . ---------------------- use your name when you wanna lie to ppl . I noe it sounds dumb but you dun have to avoid me . stop being an idiot . you're just making me hate you more . |
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Wednesday, December 15, 20106:29 PM
decided nt to go for band bbq due to some reasons .
mainly coz of the stuff dat happened on monday . so I decided nt to waste my time going there anymore . somemore only gt 3 sec one girls going . me , huiting and lydia . so it's gonna be damn sian . and it's like a myth to say dat . when you dream of someone , dat person thought abt you when he is abt to go and slp . is it true ? coz i dreamt of someone . kinda funny dream though . LOL . I dreamt of dat person . which means dat he/she is thinking abt me when they're abt to slp larh ? am I right to say dat ? -.- ok . great . at least I noe you bothered thinking abt me ..................... |
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Tuesday, December 14, 20106:21 PM
going bowling ltr with mum's colleague .
LOL . now nth to do . --------------------------------------- I'm still waiting for you to come back . take care . |
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Monday, December 13, 20108:57 PM
going out with mum ltr .
go do facial `. ------------------------ I'm still waiting for you to come back . And if you do , will you contact me ? dun worry . I'll wait for you . I promise . |
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Sunday, December 12, 20107:15 PM
meeting lydia ltr .
to go for the movie -.- sians . just finished piano lesson . nth to do now . |
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4:59 AM
going dhoby ghaut tmr with band .
to watch rapaunzel . I dun noe how to spell ._. anyway . why cant they just to tm or ehub ? much nearer -.- anyway , i'm meeting lydia and maybe ruth . this weekend is kinda kns -.- nth to do one . nw chatting with natalie . |
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Friday, December 10, 20106:10 AM
went british council .
today last day . then something happened to phyllis . I forgot . but she tell me dun post on my blog . but if I rmb , I will post . and yeah , my courage increasing day by day . so by the day you come back . I tink it'll be full . |
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Thursday, December 9, 20106:16 PM
last day of british council .
gonna take neos with phyllis ltr (: gonna be damn cool lorh . anyway , I was really damn sad ytd . I very long time neh sad until like dat liao . coz of someone . someone very special and important to me . Msg to dat person : must we really nao dao zhe zhong di bu ? seriously ? isnt it obvious enough ? nan dao ni bu zhi dao wo you duo me ai ni mah ? bu yong zing . wo den ni hui lai zai shuo . ni zui hao gei wo yi ge hen hao de jie shi . |
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4:17 AM
went british council .
EVERYTHING FAILED OK . I hate this a lot . and must we 闹到这种地步吗? must we so serious until delete as fren on fb ? SERIOUSLY ? can't you tell dat there's something going on now ? SERIOUSLY . forget it . i'll wait till you come back then say . bon voyage . |
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Tuesday, December 7, 20105:01 PM
yoh peeps .
having tution ltr . followed by another tuition -.- can actually die of tuitions -.- sians . anyways . gtg now . |
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Monday, December 6, 20106:10 PM
going british council as usual ltr .
jerry's only going for an hr . AS USUAL . HE'S RICH -.- anyway , I gt nth to do now . |
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4:18 AM
went british council today .
as usual -.- sian . AND THE FUNNY THING IS . PHYLLIS FELL DOWN . IN A SUPERWOMAN POSITION . and yu qi and I were like . AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . NONE STOP ALL THE WAY TO CLASS . then when we went in , the whole class was like , why the hell are you laughing ? then we were like , COZ SHE FELL DONE IN A SUPERWOMAN POSITION -pointing to phyllis- LOL . DAMN FAIL LORH . then jerry was like , NICE ONE . ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- isnt it obvious enough today ? WASNT IT ? SERIOUSLY ? NEH MIND . I'll wait . until thursday as you'll be flying off . i just hope you'll see this . |
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Sunday, December 5, 20106:29 PM
I hate fb alot .
I cant change my name anymore -.- DARN IT . and to you . I'm sorry . I'm sorry . I'm sorry . I'm sorry . I'm sorry . I'm sorry . I'm sorry . I'm sorry . I'm sorry . I'm sorry. I'm sorry . I'm sorry . I'm sorry . I'm sorry . I'm sorry . I'm sorry . I'm sorry . And no , I didnt copy and paste it . I swear . |
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Saturday, December 4, 20104:15 AM
let me ask you .
who likes being pissed by someone . no one likes it . if you tink I'm disturbing you then just say it . dun need to use such a bad tone . you can just say , I'm bz and next time I'll chat with you . you tink I like being bored . SERIOUSLY ? do you tink I enjoy being bored ? then let me ask you this . who likes being bored ? you dun and I dun . and obviously , when someone is bored , you will want someone to tok to you . and if no one toks to you . obviously you will take the initiative -.- and when I tok to you . you give me some frenly manner kinda answer . and obviously I'll tink dat you're free and you're bored like me . so obviously I'llt kto you more larh -.- thenyou say you're kinda bz . so I just say ok and bye . then after a while you ask me why no reply . then I say you said then you were bz so I didnt disturb you . then you say nvm . then when I start toking to you again . you say I'm annoying . but when I dun tok to you . you say just tok . nvm . then when I tok you find me annoying . wad kinda logic is this ? anyway , it's cold war time now . so I guess we wun be chatting for quite a long long time . but my horoscope says I'm compatible with cancer today . so shld I take the risk ? well . since it's cold war then ..... I guess ..... I dun noe wad to do . maybe I shld leave things alone and let them take their natural course . but I'm impatient ._. LOL . so I seriously dun noe wad to do . after all . I'm the one at fault . |
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Friday, December 3, 201011:42 PM
stupid fb .
I changed my name too many times then nw they say I've reached my limit -.- I ANYHOW CHANGE ONE LEH . does anyone noe how to change back ???????? PLEASE HELP ME . |
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Thursday, December 2, 20106:32 PM
yoh early readers .
going for tuition at british council ltr . stupid playboy's gonna be late -.- dat's actually a gd thing . more peace (: anywho , I gt nth to do nw so I tink I shld stop writing -.- ---------------------------------------------------- stuck in my head . dat's all you are . |
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Wednesday, December 1, 20104:11 AM
hah .
how come gt this kinda logic . 3 months ago , you told me dat you cant forget me . and you wun forget me forever . and nw , you like another person . WOW . HOW GREAT IS DAT ? and when I ask you , you say you dun wanna give up on me . then why is it dat you're crushing on another girl . it's not dat I'm jealous . but at least show some respect please . show some respect to me , to dat girl and to yourself . dun make ppl look down on you . -------------------------------------------------------- went british council today again . there's this new guy called jerry ng . OH GOD . HE'S DAMN FUNNY . I CANNOT STOP LAUGHING EVERYTIME HE SAYS SOMETHING . AND HE'S FB NAME IS weird ._. damn weird . like some french name thingy -.- anyway , gtg now . buh bye . |
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