just came home frm tamp . wanted to buy my thumbrest and clarinet tuner . saw the tuner , was $26.49 found out dat I had no money . so just bought thumbrest . wasted my time over there . bought ice cream then came home with michelle . now posting . still cant use fb account -.- hate life ttm siol . anyway , now since I got no fb , so there's nth to do on the net . so I guess i'll just stalk ppl's blog -.-

yay . can blog liao :D mum suspended my fb account . LMAO . my results like improved but my class position like shit sia ._. my lit got B3 but I'm 36th in class . SIAO EH . my class so pro ~ anyway , had band stimulation ytd . kinda crappy but WE CAN DO IT . -MIA-

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ok .
yo uknow what ?
I shall dedicate this post to someone .
who shall remain unknown .
here goes :
it's nice knowing you .
but ...
with your gangster-ish attitude .
I'm sorry but i cant survive with it .
I hate gangsters .
I hate people with gangster-ish attitude .
I hate people who wanna look like gangsters .
I hate people who wanna act like gangsters .
What's the point ?
I'm not implying dat gangsters are bad .
but ...
they scare me .
ALOT .
I see them on the streets ,
I scared liao .
so ...
if you still want this friendship ,
I hope you'll change .
I cant sstand someone being so close to me with this kinda attitude .
always swearing on the phone or the internet .
always insult people until buay tahan .
I really hate this ok .
you might think I'm super guai lan .
But I dun care .
I dun care what people think of me .
I just like myself the way I am .
dat's all I have to say .

back frm sku :D
first day of sku kinda boring ....
then yin ling keep on kpo-ing abt me and him ._.
LMAO .
didnt tell her much :D
must keep him in private .
anyway ,
band tmr .
must bring $65.20 for band uniform ._.
PINK PEOPLE .
PINK WITH FLOWERS ._.
ohmygod -.-
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I just hate it so much .
When you're out with ur frens ,
you just totally ignore my msg .
then when you're back ,
then reply my msges .
when ppl bathing ,
you spam like shit .
then when you bathing ,
I didnt tok to you .
coz waste sms mah .
then you nt happy .
have you ever thought abt me ?
when you were away for the whole day ,
what have I been doing ?
waiting for your msges laaa -.-
spare a thought for me kay .
you want me to sm you then why dun you sms me oso laaa .
when you got your frens ,
then you just totally forgotten abt me .
it's really not fair ok .
nth else to say .
buh bye .

boy , you dun know how much pain you've brought to me .
but deep down in my heart ,
I wun blame you .
you might be busy with your own stuff or something .
so I undertand .
when you're with your frens , you ignore my msg .
when you got no one pei you ,
then you come tok to me .
ask urself this ,
is it fair to me ?
I'm not exactly blaming you laaa .
but I just want you to self reflect .
you dun wanna be treated like dat do you ?
in order for a relationship to work out ,
we have to spot each others mistake and tell each other so dat we can change .
The couple dat fights the most is the one most in love ,
it shows dat they care enough to notice each others mistakes and care enough to mention it to the person so they can change and fix it .
When you stop fighting ,
means you stop caring ...
though we didnt fight a lot ,
but I truely know dat you love me k .
I'm sorry but ...
my expectations might be a little high .
coz I've been hurt too many times alr .
but i really trust you .
trust you to make me feel secue
and trusst you to give me happiness .
please dun prove me wrong , boy .
I really feel like we're slowing drifting away .
when you have company ,
you ignore me .
when you're alone ,
then you tok to me .
I really hate this kay .
I'm not your toy .
and I didnt write this to insult you or anything .
I just hope you'll change .
change for me , kay ?

just finished tuition with uncle louie ^.^
now waiting for mum to come back frm gym.
then go pick bro's frens then go out eat .
ltr got life saving with michelle .
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you know what ,
the last two days has been the worst few days of my life .
coz we didnt chat as much as before liao .
I find dat we are slowing drifting apart .
boy , I dun want this to happen kay ?
maybe you're busy for something ,
but just in case laaa .
just let me know kay :D

this post is specially for you :D
EUNICE LEE ~
tks a lot for saving my blog chio bu .
i rmb in pri sku we were quite close .
but we slowly separated coz we went to different classes :(
tks for helping me , girl .
you rock as much as a rock .
rule as much as a ruler :D
always rmb to jiayou orh .
so chio alr :D
now you need to concentrate on ur studies kay ?
must work hard and dun give up .
ROCK ON , CHIOBU :D

This is dedicated to you , my boy ~

Although you sometimes dun reply my msg , but I still nt angry with you :D
Although you sometimes say some stuff dat make me hurt or feel insulted , but I still nt angry with you :D
you know why ?
coz I loooovvee youu <3
因为我爱你<3
and yes boy , I really do .
even though I know dat it's impossible between us ,
but ...
nvm luh :D
you're the only person who I know dat it's impossible between us .
but it's ok .
I like it when you make fun of me .
I ike it when I put :'( then you say ,
cry luh cry luh .
cry somemore luh .
I JUST LOVE IT .
It's makes you SSSOOOOO cute :D
and I like it when you say stuff dat makes me jealous , boy .
Like when you're eating buffet for lunch ,
have a $1500 bike .
$200 hub wheel thingy ...
although i'm jealous but , I'm still ok with it .
but when you start toking abt "her" ,
obviously I start getting jealous .
but I'm so nt okay with it unlike the other incidents .
although I'm in no right to be jealous ,
although I have no place in ur heart ,
but I really dun mind .
Coz I love you .
and i really do , boy .
I'll do anything or you .
Firstly , you made me understand how it's like to tok to an actor .
Secondly , you made me understand what a true friend is like .
Thirdly , you made me feel secure and loved .
Last but not least , you made me understand how it's like , to love someone .
Ignoring all obstacles so dat you can be with them .
Facing all odds together as one .
And when we have happy moments ,
we share it with one another .
Sad moments , also share .
Boy , you made me understand how it's like to have someone you can tok to .
Someone who understands all ur misery .
Someone who is willing to lend you a shoulder to cry on .
Someone who is willing to lend you a listening ear .
Someone who is willing to spend time with you to chat on the net and phone .
Someone who is willing to stand up for you when you're wrongly accused .
Someone who I can really trust my life with .
It's really hard finding someone like dat .
Even though I know dat it's impossible between us ,
I dun mind .
Coz I know all dat I'm doing ,
you'll soon understand .
Why I'm doing this .
Cause I love you <3

woke up early to blog as usual .
going sectionals ltr .
now chatting with <3
HAHA .
he makes me high high high .
co he's so cute cute cute .
attitude oso damn cute :D
OHMYGOD .

back frm sectionals .
then went siglap to eat with ruth , zarifah and kuven .
many epic stuff happened there .
shall not elaborate more coz there's really a lot to tok abt .
anyway ,
joey says dat mr zat gonna take us for sectionals tmr .
so I guess I have to go -.-
so ...
yeah .
dat's abt it .
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wow .
you're really a good guy .
I tot actors will be different .
I tot celebrities act differently .
but you proved me wrong .
I've never knew an actor personally before .
you changed my point of view of celebrities :D
attitude good , good looking somemore .
I couldnt ask for anything else .
and yeah ,
you make me a little jealous when you said that you "like" 'her'
LOL .
dat proves that I love you right ? :D
I know you wun see this but ,
it's just for show .
who cares if anyone reads this .
but it's specially just for you , my boy .
although our age gap is a little too big ,
but dat isnt really an obstacle , I guess ? :)
so wadeva you do ,
whether it's on tv or at home or outside with your frens ,
always rmb dat I'm here cheering on for you kay :D
lastly ,
ILY~~

hey peepo .
woke up extra early so I can post :D
was chatting with some guy on tv last night .
he's so damn cute and cool :D
got sectionals ltr .
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and I hate this coincidences
why must I like someone then dat person must at dat time get attached ?
like example ,
I like you ytd and you got attached ytd .
WTF .
wad's wrong with this world ?
it happened at least 3 times -.-
FML .

back from band again .
very tired nowadays .
sku holiday homework haven even do yet ._.
band like everyday .
tmr and friday sectionals somemore -.-
play till my lips the skin tear then now my blister getting worst .
and now got more and more deaf ppl .
I got sorethroat .
then they keep on saying "huh ?"
then I must reapeat louder .
then my voice damn pain -.-
anyway ,
got nth to do now .
but lazy do holiday homework ._.
LMAO .
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it's really hard making this decision .
but ,
I'm giving up .
I'm really giving up .
i find no point in clinging on to this thing when nth is gonna happen .
I'm the only one putting in all the effort while you on the other hand is not doing anything .
do you think it's fair to me ?
really ? ><
dun you find urself very selfish ?
you only think abt yourself ,
have you ever tot ,
what abt me ?
Have you ever thought ?
How would I feel ?
obviously you didnt dat's why you're like dat .
I really cant take it anymore .
If you dun start the convo then we wun tok .
if you dun say hi then we'll ignore each other .
if you dun smile then I'll stop looking at you .
If you dun do anything , neither would I .
If you dun put in the effort , why should I ?

to "someone":
stop being so pathetic can ?
if it's nt yours ,
it'll nv be .
no matter how much u try .
if it's meant to be ,
then good for you .
stop being pathetic .
flirt here flirt there .
ppl alr got std ,
dun go around and backstab ppl can ? -.-
you nt happy "that person" got std ,
then go tell "the std" dat the person attitude like shit .
it's nt his/her true colours .
he/she just acting nia .
PATHETIC RIGHT ?
if you're pro enough ,
go find urself a std .
so fat ,
find what std sia ? -.-
LMAO .
got ppl like you then you happy liao lorh .
still want shuai ge .
dun make me puke please .
LMAO .
too much of a joke alr .
nv see ppl like you before sia .
backstab -'-
nvm .
what goes a round , comes a round .
now you backstab ppl ,
next time ppl backstab you lorh .
it's fair ok .
if you dun want ppl do it to you then you dun do to ppl luh -.-
PATHETISM .

back frm self prac .
went kfc eat lunch and now home .
I got nth to do at all .
only homework -.-
siao lorh .
teacher spammed like shit .
just came back frm melaka ytd .
got spammed by joey for nt replying her msges ._.
nt my fault .
expensive sia .
anyway ,
band tmr and wednesday .
SYF coming soon :3
anyway ,
gtg now .
-MIA-

yoh peeps .
I'm back .
tmr e-learning day .
got band -.-
anyways ,
got back results .
for some oni .
TREMENDOUS IMPROVEMENT SINCE LAST YEAR .
awesome me :D
gtg now .
-MIA-

back frm milo thriathlon .
had a great time .
went vivo to eat with brenda .
then go toy r us to play .
took many pictures :D
DAMN CUTE .
then set as my wallpaper .
now just sent her home and using com .
gtg now .
-MIA-