back from band again .
very tired nowadays .
sku holiday homework haven even do yet ._.
band like everyday .
tmr and friday sectionals somemore -.-
play till my lips the skin tear then now my blister getting worst .
and now got more and more deaf ppl .
I got sorethroat .
then they keep on saying "huh ?"
then I must reapeat louder .
then my voice damn pain -.-
anyway ,
got nth to do now .
but lazy do holiday homework ._.
LMAO .
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it's really hard making this decision .
but ,
I'm giving up .
I'm really giving up .
i find no point in clinging on to this thing when nth is gonna happen .
I'm the only one putting in all the effort while you on the other hand is not doing anything .
do you think it's fair to me ?
really ? ><
dun you find urself very selfish ?
you only think abt yourself ,
have you ever tot ,
what abt me ?
Have you ever thought ?
How would I feel ?
obviously you didnt dat's why you're like dat .
I really cant take it anymore .
If you dun start the convo then we wun tok .
if you dun say hi then we'll ignore each other .
if you dun smile then I'll stop looking at you .
If you dun do anything , neither would I .
If you dun put in the effort , why should I ?