GLENNRENJIE PABUAYTOH <3
this blopost is dedicated to someone (:
dat I hold very very very near to my heart .
actually is in my heart laaa :D
but neh mind laaa .
not yet in ._.
YET :D
although we quarrel very often ,
and often fight over small and minor stuff .
but i just want you to know ,
that I still care .
sometimes you not happy with me over some stuff ,
but you still dun wanna say .
you just hint hint nia .
and I understand it alr .
I'm trying to change.
but it's hard .
coz dat's me .
I'm like dat .
but boy ,
for you ,
I'll do it <3
day and night ,
you're the first thing that comes and goes .
first thing i tink of when I wake up and last thing to rmb when I fall asleep .
it's been a long time since people has treated me like that .
I read about something on the net .
"the couple that fights the most are the ones that are really in love .
coz they care enough to tell each other their mistakes and the other one ,
bothers to change for his/her loved one .
It's ok for couples to fight .
just not to much :D "
after I read this ,
I was really touched and I finally understood what was going on .
although we these few days nv talk as much ,
but you're still as important as you are to me (:
Boy ,
this is something that I really wanna treasure for life and eternity .
I'm not a fighter nor a lover .
but I'm the kinda person who will fight for the person I love .
will you do that for me ?
I dun noe .
but I hope so .
I know you might think dat wadeva I'm righting here is just for show .
but one day ...
you'll realise ,
dat I'm the one that truly loves you .
sometimes , I write stuff on facebook .
and it's referring to you ...
sorry for being harsh .
but I kinda mean it .
it's not that I'm trying to be mean or wadeva .
but I'll try to fit in with you .
I may not be the nicest , sexiest , prettiest , chio-est or the most flawless girl in the world ,
but I'm really being true to you .
I may not be your dream girl ,
I may not be the best girl ,
I may not be anything that you expect of your wife ,
but I'm sure ,
you'll believe me someday .
I'm always afraid of falling in love becoz ,
when guys say forever , they mean a few weeks .
when I say forever , I mean everyday till I die .
When guys say always , they mean till the day they cant handle it anymore .
when I say always , I mean until time ended .
When guys say they love girls , they mean that we're no different from other girls .
When I say I love you , I mean that I really do .
I know that this might mean nothing to you ,
but it means alot to me .
really alot .
just like you .
when I say I wanna see the world ,
all I wanna see is you ~

back from sku :D
ltr 5 plus going eat dinner with felicia then go tuition .
at british council .
currently still waiting for an sms from RJ .
LOL .
I'm always waiting for sms frm him ._.
anyway ,
after british council ,
going CHALET .
WOOOTS .
my mother's brother's wife birthday :D
my auntie laaa :D
cant wait .
but still got tuition first .
excited about tuition ltr .
dun noe why (:
anyway ,
I sabo-ed someone today .
sabo-ed until very badly .
can kena expelled derh .
I'm sorry .
I'm doing this for your own good uh .
hope you understand .
-MIA-

today came back .
tired ttm :$
suppossed to go tam with yin ling , ariel and brenda .
in the end ,
I pang seh all of them .
went bublle tea with mich then took cab home .
now using com .
and guess what ?
the history test was the same one -.-
still call it a retest -.-
LMAO .
then I study other stuff ,
thinking dat it will be different -.-
LMAO SIA .
anyway ,
I this few days cant concentrate properly in class .
then forget do one homework .
then wu lao shi was like ,
woah si jia .
you always os guai and will do homework derh .
why now like dat ?
got boyfren is it ?
then all my frens like ,
YEAH YEAH YEAH .
then I down there .
WTF -.-
what the hell lorh .
care so much for what ?
even if have oso not ur daiji mah -.-
anyway ,
piano now .
-MIA-

kay .
you know what ?
I'm sick of it .
I ask questions ,
always give me dao replies .
then you ask questions I give you dao replies then you not happy .
if you can treat me like dat then why cant I sia ?
human rights right ?
everytime you ask me why I ask so many questions ,
I got nth to say .
so I just say finee laa .
then you like to ask ,
why so sensitive ?
like dat called sensitive meh ?
wtf .
if you dun like then too bad uh .
live with it .
I am who I am .
and I wun change for you .
like it or not .
coz baby I was born this way .
you cant change me .
and even if you can ,
I wun change for you .
who are you to me ?
just a normal fren .
and to tink you tink I like you ? -.-
WTH .
sorry but I treat everyone like dat.
but it seems like you're the only one not liking me to reply this way .
then dat's just too bad uh -.-
come on .
look at urself .
just look at urself .
you tink ppl will like you ?
most importantly ,
you tink I will like you ? -.-
LMAO .
dun make me puke .
everytime dao dao dao ppl one .
then when I ask why you always dao me ?
then you say dun ask so much questions .
WTF .
it's only one -.-
not happy then
DAT'S JUST TOO BAD .
live with it dude .
I know .
my expectations are high .
LIVE WITH IT .
now I know alr .
I shall not be so stupid and fall in love so easily .
coz I know dat ,
at the end of the day .
I'm the one dat is hurt .
I dun want ppl to treat me good becoz I know dat someday .
I'll hurt them .
but you dun seem to be tinking the way I am .
you selfish jerk .
only thinking about urself .
you want tok , ok lorh .
tok to you lorh .
sorry .
but dat doesnt mean I like you .
thank you -.-

just came back frm lifesaving . was damn ass angry with the lifeguard . shall not explain more . I confirm will be complaining in sku . tgt with michelle :D HAHA . anyway , kinda tired now . -MIA-

hey peeps . SYF over alr . finally . kinda disappointed with the resumlts laaa . but ... no choice horh ._. got a silver . anyway , I'm future section leader :D nt very excited . i tink very hard lehh . but got cca points . so I dun noe if I hsould be sad or happy ._. LMAO . just came home frm band . even though SYF over , still got speech day . sian .... gtg now . -MIA-