GLENNRENJIE PABUAYTOH <3
this blopost is dedicated to someone (:
dat I hold very very very near to my heart .
actually is in my heart laaa :D
but neh mind laaa .
not yet in ._.
YET :D
although we quarrel very often ,
and often fight over small and minor stuff .
but i just want you to know ,
that I still care .
sometimes you not happy with me over some stuff ,
but you still dun wanna say .
you just hint hint nia .
and I understand it alr .
I'm trying to change.
but it's hard .
coz dat's me .
I'm like dat .
but boy ,
for you ,
I'll do it <3
day and night ,
you're the first thing that comes and goes .
first thing i tink of when I wake up and last thing to rmb when I fall asleep .
it's been a long time since people has treated me like that .
I read about something on the net .
"the couple that fights the most are the ones that are really in love .
coz they care enough to tell each other their mistakes and the other one ,
bothers to change for his/her loved one .
It's ok for couples to fight .
just not to much :D "
after I read this ,
I was really touched and I finally understood what was going on .
although we these few days nv talk as much ,
but you're still as important as you are to me (:
Boy ,
this is something that I really wanna treasure for life and eternity .
I'm not a fighter nor a lover .
but I'm the kinda person who will fight for the person I love .
will you do that for me ?
I dun noe .
but I hope so .
I know you might think dat wadeva I'm righting here is just for show .
but one day ...
you'll realise ,
dat I'm the one that truly loves you .
sometimes , I write stuff on facebook .
and it's referring to you ...
sorry for being harsh .
but I kinda mean it .
it's not that I'm trying to be mean or wadeva .
but I'll try to fit in with you .
I may not be the nicest , sexiest , prettiest , chio-est or the most flawless girl in the world ,
but I'm really being true to you .
I may not be your dream girl ,
I may not be the best girl ,
I may not be anything that you expect of your wife ,
but I'm sure ,
you'll believe me someday .
I'm always afraid of falling in love becoz ,
when guys say forever , they mean a few weeks .
when I say forever , I mean everyday till I die .
When guys say always , they mean till the day they cant handle it anymore .
when I say always , I mean until time ended .
When guys say they love girls , they mean that we're no different from other girls .
When I say I love you , I mean that I really do .
I know that this might mean nothing to you ,
but it means alot to me .
really alot .
just like you .
when I say I wanna see the world ,
all I wanna see is you ~