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Tuesday, May 31, 20114:18 PM
yohh peeps .
meeting zarifah at 12.30 . then lunch at her house . then ltr done , meet juven at whitesands old changkee :D then going her house ton awhile . then going downstairs straighten hair . for one day derh . discussed wimum last night . but she dun let me . but who cares ,also got no chemicals mahh -.- then ltr change to dress ._. then head to eunos after meeting kai qi . then take 13 go parkway :D WOOOOTS . EXCITED MAX :D good bye :D |
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5:42 AM
yoh peeps .
back frm band . was damn shag today . went for band . be sl , everthing oso kena scolded ._. stressed laa :/ not I wrong oso my fault . but ... no choice la ._. then ltr had photoshoot for sku fb ... WEIRD SIA :3 anyway , the stupid photographer made us wait on friday , then today wait again -.- friday he made us wait 30 mins then still neh come then everyone go home liao . today take , waited half an hr -'- stupid idiot . then he take picture take until damn long oso -.- like wedding shots like that -.- JUST ANYHOW LA -.- after that had pizza hut for lunch . at siglap :D with jolene , kuven , zarifah , erin and charissa . discussing stuff for band dinner tmr :D DAMN EXCITED . it's tmr sia !! anyway , gtg now . -MIA- |
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Sunday, May 29, 20117:19 PM
wahlau .
stupid mac donalds sot diao liao . I ordered at 9.15 . then haven order properly then I closed . 10.15 , still no food . then I order again -.- then this time , they say arrive at 11 -.- WAHLAU . HUNGRY LIKE SHIT SIOL ! anyway , it's time for me to go study science -.- AGAIN . buh bye . |
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5:09 AM
life has been suck-ish these few days .
everything oso use band threaten me . I your dog ah ? -'- I study you oso dun believe . what's the point la ? -'- anyway , it really sucks la . btw , what you asked me , that one sentence , it really made me think alot . now , I'm not sure of the answer . I used to be sure , that the answer was no . but now ... I dun noe . coz seeing you so sad after your breakup , it's really very saddening . I used to tell myself , no , it's over between the both of us . no more sms-es , no more calls , no more conversations . lastly , no more chances . and now that you asked me this question , it really gave me a lot to think about . I think it's kinda selfish though . when you break up then come and ask me that question ........ but still , we were once in love huh :/ |
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Friday, May 27, 201112:20 AM
yoh peeps :D
sibei long time no post liao ._. com crash coz of my bro . well , these few weeks have been quite ok . results were damn cui though -.- everything KINDA improved only science . got 49.7 -'- WTH LA . just give me 0.3 more laaa ! anyway , class position 21 -.- suck cock la . but still improved :D band has been very stressful since I've become the new sl :/ anyway , love life was still the same . coz I promised myself never to fall in love so easily anymore . so got quite a few guys __________ . shall fill in the blanks youself . but in the end , all gone . so this time , my heart is really numbed . it's been SOOOOOO VERY HURTFUL that it's numb . so now I dun feel anything . AT ALL . |
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Tuesday, May 10, 201111:25 PM
brother just pissed me off totally -.- PRINT ALL THE JUSTIN BIEBER SONGS SIA . just see the lyrics on the net laaa -.- then I print then the thing come out wrong . WTF LEH . MEANS YOU ALR KNOW THE LYRICS . STILL PRINT FOR WHAT ? WASTE INK NIA -'- then print wrong not my fauly rite ? is the lyrics website write wrong mah -'- today had lit and chinese . lit was quite ok . chinese was hardcore ._. but it's quite ok . some questions dun noe ._. anyway , tmr is science . 9 down , 3 to go ! :D YEAH MAN (Y) tmr 10 end sku liao . then maybe going tm with yinling and jing yi ^.^ anyway , life's got better so far :D I realised that I can live without you :D if you showed no mercy , then why should I ? I care so much and you |
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12:36 AM
today had maths paper 2 and geog . maths was (Y) geog was (N) I totally forgotten everything that I've studied sia -.- shit shit shit . was cursing myself at the end of the exam . anyway , I fninshed just seconds before anna ang said times up . then like when'left half an hr , I saw andy staring into space -.- WTH . I'M LIKE CHIONG-ING HERE AND YOU'RE DREAMING . unfair ttm . confirm anyhow crap derh . anyway , 7 down , 5 to go :D YEAH YEAH YEAH . holidays , I'm waiting for you <3 band also (: I'm like excited about stuff very easily . well , these few days , I've been very quiet . much less noisier than before . if anyone noticed ._. maybe coz my acting too good liao ^.^ everytime I see some of my frens , I try to fake a smile . hoping that they wun ask anything . like why I'm so quiet of anything . well , if you're wondering , then this is just to say , I've nth to say , so just shut up lorh . plus , I might INSULT someone . well , frankly speaking , acting happy is something very hard to do . it's like , when you're alone , you're sulking in a corner . when someone walks to you , you have to force a smile and say hi r answer whateer uestions they have for you . I'm just sick and tired of this . and and , michelle asked me to join the 4 year integrated programme . to tjc . temasek junio college . talked to mum abt it . I knew it wouldnt have a good results . guess what she said ? I'm too stupid for it . she didnt say that but i knew what she meant laaa -.- then she asked michelle to go on her on . fine then . since you like how others study , then adopt then la . disown me -.- everytime I study , you say it's just for show . why dun you try ? have you ever tried putting urself in my shoes -.- -'- studying as hard as I can . then you just sit there and say , "when I walk in the you pretend study , I go out you sms " -'- you got proof ? show me the evidence that i sms la -'- then like to praise other ppl kids so much -.- have you ever wondered ? ppl smart coz their parents oso quite smart . if I'm born stupid , then what are you ? you were the ones who passed the genes down kay ? -'- |
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Sunday, May 8, 20118:26 PM
what kinda shit is this ? everytime got ppl post stuff got to do with their r/s , then ppl like to ask , who sia ? WTH . there's not a need for you to know rite ? -.- kpo like shit . then how do you expect the person to answer you ? just tell you meh ? -.- USE UR BRAINS . you ask for what ? just for the sake of asking rite ? LMAO . you alr know that the person wun tell you still ask . pek chek . |
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7:14 PM
blogger still got problem . anyway , love life has been __________ . dunno what the hell to fill up with . kena major heartbreak ._. but cant blame the other dude . it's not his fault ._. neither is it mine . maybe it's just that we're not fated to be :O anyway , I'm just not worth you . I dun deserve you . plus , now that you're "attached " all the best :D |
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7:06 PM
blogger siao liao ._. cannot blog derh . if I can put this up then happy liao lorh ! :D life has been ok this few weeks . |
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4:05 AM
smth's wrong with blogger . can't post stuff . everytime click post them say cannot -.- wqaste my time . |
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Thursday, May 5, 20111:03 AM
once bitten , twice shy . I've learnt my lesson alr . never to fall in love so easily again . |
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Wednesday, May 4, 20119:35 PM
dun feel like studying lehh . study till my head wanna pop liao . anyway , tmr maths and history paper . DIE . |
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8:07 PM
 GLENNRENJIE PABUAYTOH . well boy , I tink it's over between us . but like I said , I'll wish you happiness if you have someone in mind . I'll remember you for life . coz you're the best guy I've ever loved . and I tink it's becoz of what I did dat's why we're in this situation now . anyway , whatever it is , I'm still in the wrong . so I tink I should apologise . now that you have a girl alr , I'll wish you happiness . always rmb this , the difference between ordinary and extraordinary is just the little extra . dun give up in life coz you only got one chance . so treasure it . and it's my mistake coz I didnt give my best at my first chance . so now , obviously there's no more chances left but that's ok . I'm glad to know that you've actually loved me before . and last but not least , last long :D |
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8:00 PM
 GLENNRENJIE PABUAYTOH |
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Tuesday, May 3, 20112:30 AM
boy , can't you see ?
that we're fated to be ? you know what's the use of all this ? it's to show you how much I really love you . you want me to give up . but you didnt give me a reason why I should . and only if you did , then I will give up . I wanna prove my frens , my family and God wrong .firstly , I wanna prove my frens wrong becoz they say there's no such thing as true love , but aren't we an example of it ? I wanna prove my family wrong . coz they say when you have std then ur studies will drop . but ,WRONG . without you , I cant concentrate in class . today I had english paper . and guess what ? my compo use your name :D anyway , lastly , to also prove God wrong .he wanted to test us if we can go through this obstacle together . and boy , if we make it through , then we'll win . we'll win my frens , my family and od . also , we'll win ourselves happiness . can't you see ? ever since we're apart , I've been having a bad mood . very very bad mood . you too right ? just look at ur fb status . ignoring my messages wun help solve anything , will it ? ask yourself this . if you avoid reality , will it change anything ? apparently no . so boy , like I said . just give me one last chance . and you said that you're not really a good guy . but what makes you tink I'm a great girl ? and indeed , you told me straight in my face that you really loved me before . so what the hell was with everything that happened ytd ? really ? was it my fault ? or is it just miscommunication ? tell me la . dun run away , face it and be a man . you wun want people to look down on you right ? humji . then tell me this . do you have someone in your mind ? that you can spend the next half of your life with ? DO YOU ? tell me . and I bet the answer is no . then why the 'breakup' ? you know why I'm disappointed ? coz , do you like it if , you're somewhat 'steading' me , and when you go see my wall , it's filled with posts from guys . HOT GUYS AT THAT . you wun rite ? now you know how I feel ? you dun believe . go check it out by urself . when I say I miss you , all you do is send me back a :) when I say I love you , you DUN EVEN SEND BACK ANYTHING . what's ur problem ? SERIOUSLY . if you didnt know , it's hard to fall in love. and when you're in love , it's hard to get out of it . you said you love me . do you know what love means ? apparently no . you said couple needs trust and understanding . boy , can't you tell dat I'm really trying my best ? and what the hell are you doing ? NOTHING . you always say I give you dao replies . go back to ur sentbox and see . will you like it if I sent you those kinda msges ? everytime you say ok , lol or anything else , I have to think of something to say . and it's not easy . coz most of the questions I ask , you alr tell me before . so I've to think of something else . now that I've said my piece , I think you really should look back and reflect . if you really loved me and still love me , please boy . I beg you . change for me . please . I know it's hard to quit smoking . I'll help you . but only if you give me a chance to . rmb , the difference between ordinary and extraordinary is just the little extra :D but if you've really given up long ago , I have no choice but to set you free . if you come back , then we're really meant to be . if not , then so be it . dat's life . there's no point in me clinging on to you when you dun even wanna be held on to . Right here and right now . I promise , that I've never loved a guy as much as I loved you . one last chance is all I need . but if you dun even give me a chance , then that's it . everything that we've been through together . ALL GONE . all the daily msges and fb statuses meant for each other . it's all gone . rmb my previous post ? the one about you ? compare that to this . what is the outcome that you really want out of this relationship ? do you want it to be like ever-lasting happiness ?
or do you want it to stop here ?
it's your choice .
I've tried my best .
and now ,
it's your turn .
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