Not worth it .

Tuesday, May 3, 20112:30 AM

boy , can't you see ?
that we're fated to be ?
you know what's the use of all this ?
it's to show you how much I really love you .
you want me to give up .
but you didnt give me a reason why I should .
and only if you did ,
then I will give up .
I wanna prove my frens , my family and God wrong .firstly ,
I wanna prove my frens wrong becoz they say there's no such thing as true love ,
but aren't we an example of it ?
I wanna prove my family wrong .
coz they say when you have std then ur studies will drop .
but ,WRONG .
without you ,
I cant concentrate in class .
today I had english paper .
and guess what ?

my compo use your name :D
anyway ,
lastly ,
to also prove God wrong .he wanted to test us if we can go through this obstacle together .
and boy ,
if we make it through ,
then we'll win .
we'll win my frens , my family and od .
also , we'll win ourselves happiness .
can't you see ?
ever since we're apart ,
I've been having a bad mood .
very very bad mood .
you too right ?
just look at ur fb status .
ignoring my messages wun help solve anything , will it ?

ask yourself this .
if you avoid reality ,
will it change anything ?
apparently no .
so boy ,
like I said .
just give me one last chance .
and you said that you're not really a good guy .
but what makes you tink I'm a great girl ?
and indeed ,
you told me straight in my face that you really loved me before .
so what the hell was with everything that happened ytd ?
really ?
was it my fault ?
or is it just miscommunication ?
tell me la .
dun run away ,
face it and be a man .
you wun want people to look down on you right ?
humji .
then tell me this .
do you have someone in your mind ?
that you can spend the next half of your life with ?
DO YOU ?
tell me .
and I bet the answer is no .
then why the 'breakup' ?
you know why I'm disappointed ?
coz ,
do you like it if ,
you're somewhat 'steading' me ,
and when you go see my wall ,
it's filled with posts from guys .
HOT GUYS AT THAT .
you wun rite ?
now you know how I feel ?
you dun believe .
go check it out by urself .
when I say I miss you ,
all you do is send me back a :)
when I say I love you ,
you DUN EVEN SEND BACK ANYTHING .
what's ur problem ?
SERIOUSLY .
if you didnt know ,
it's hard to fall in love.
and when you're in love ,
it's hard to get out of it .
you said you love me .
do you know what love means ?
apparently no .
you said couple needs trust and understanding .
boy ,
can't you tell dat I'm really trying my best ?
and what the hell are you doing ?
NOTHING .
you always say I give you dao replies .
go back to ur sentbox and see .
will you like it if I sent you those kinda msges ?
everytime you say ok , lol or anything else ,
I have to think of something to say .
and it's not easy .
coz most of the questions I ask ,
you alr tell me before .
so I've to think of something else .
now that I've said my piece ,
I think you really should look back and reflect .
if you really loved me and still love me ,
please boy .
I beg you .
change for me .
please .
I know it's hard to quit smoking .
I'll help you .
but only if you give me a chance to .
rmb ,
the difference between ordinary and extraordinary is just the little extra :D
but if you've really given up long ago ,
I have no choice but to set you free .
if you come back ,
then we're really meant to be .
if not ,
then so be it .
dat's life .
there's no point in me clinging on to you when you dun even wanna be held on to .
Right here and right now .
I promise ,
that I've never loved a guy as much as I loved you .
one last chance is all I need .
but if you dun even give me a chance ,
then that's it .
everything that we've been through together .
ALL GONE .
all the daily msges and fb statuses meant for each other .
it's all gone .
rmb my previous post ?
the one about you ?
compare that to this .
what is the outcome that you really want out of this relationship ?

do you want it to be like ever-lasting happiness ?

or do you want it to stop here ?

it's your choice .

I've tried my best .

and now ,

it's your turn .

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