guys are just hongsters .
never trust them .
AT ALL .
that's the reason why I don't believe in true love anymore .
it just hurts so much to go into a relationship .
well ,
relationshit I guess :/


choose which way you wanna go .



yeap .
it's so totally true .
loving someone doesn't mean you have to own that person .
just seeing that person being happy ,
you will be too :D



SO TOTALLY RIGHT .
never ever give up .
I hate people who give up easily .
what they don't know .
is that they're so near yet so far .
they could be so near to their goal ,
but they just don't know .
so ...
whatever it is ,
NEVER GIVE UP !

yoh peeps .
going fs ltr .
then dinner with EVERYONE .
LOL .
buh bye .

HEY PEEPS .
DID YOU MISS ME ?
I'm sure you did . (:
anyway ,
back from malaysia .
went for 4 days but it felt like a week ._.
landed at around 11 ?
reached home around 12 .
SHAG MAX CAN !
anyway ,
tmr dinner with fs band ! (:

HUH .
there's this guy on fb .
wanna come find taiji only .
he added me .
so I dunno who he is ,
so I ask him who he is on his wall .
then no reply .
then in the end he started commenting on my statuses talking abt some bitch .
then he criticise me say I got no right to call her a bitch .
then he got right to tell me diam meh ? -'-
LMAO .
then 3 vs 1 .
me , alexandra and suffian :D
versus him alone .
WOAH .
you know she like totally damn despo .
ANYHOW ADD MY FRIENDS SIA >.<
really despo till like that siol ._.
so I deleted her on fb ...
then in the end her dog come scold me .
then I posted on alexandra and suffian's wall .
to ignore him luh .
he want he can criticise all he want .
we know what we didnt do .
so we dunnid be afraid .
she wanna flirt then she flirt all she want .
we dunnid care .
dun come and disturb me and my frens can liao .
just go see her wall luh .
ALL BOYS POST ONE SIOL .
then almost everything got HEART SHAPE ._.
LMAOOO .
please la .
just look at urself in the freaking mirror please -'-
think anyone will like you not ?
I tink I oso prettier than you lorh -BHB-
anyway ,
I tink I should just get a life and forget abt this bitch and her LITTLE FATHETIC DOG .
HAHAHAHAHA .
JUST TOO DESPO LE .
can't say anything .
gogo master .
take care of your dogs .
dun let them go barking and bitting people all the while ! :P

hey peeps .
brenda and jing yi just went home .
which is around 3.30 :D
yinling went back at 12 -.-
LMAO .
they came at 8.15 to do chinese project .
went downstairs to pick yinling then just nice,
brenda oso coming .
so we wait for yinling tgt .
jing yi overslept -.-
ANYWAY ,
might be my last blogpost before I FLY FLY FLY to malaysia tmr (:
back on tues <:
MISS ME PEEPS .

yoh peeps .
brenda , yinling and jing yi coming over for chinese project .
tmr flying to malaysia .
tuesday back !

came back from 'wherever I went just now'
which shall still remain unknown . :D
anyway ,
tmr going yin ling house or dunno where to do chinese hmwk ._.
AGAIN .
that time they spent 99.99999999999% of the time maple-ing .
and I dun find it interesting in ANY WAY >.<
no offence to those who love it .........
then saturday morning FLY FLY FLY AWAY to malaysia :D
back on monday .
then next friday taking TRAIN to malaysia .
SEE YA .

hey peeps .
going out ltr .
shall not mention where .
gtg now .
overseas from saturday till tuesday !
MISS ME .

I'm officially pissed by my freaking cousin .

morningz peeps .
just ate breakfast .
ltr going parkway with bro , ahma , cousin and cousin's maid ......................................................
boreddd .

woah .
piss max can .
my brother is like totally WTFFFFF .
the thing done 5 hrs ltr .
now 5.35 .
then 5 hrs ltr is 10.35
then I'm given 8 hrs to collect .
if 8 hrs over then all gone .
then wtf .
10.35 plus 8 hrs
is 6.35 IN THE FUCKING MORNING CAN .
siao ah .
who wanna wake up so early in the morning to collect sia ?
wonder how the shit he can go best class .
low eq max sia .
everything so zai .
COMMON SENSE LIKE WHAT FCUK LA .

hey yoh peeps .
went ecp with michelle .
SHE KEEP ON WANNA TAKE PICTURES .
SO UNLIKE HER LORH .
anyway ,
took some then posted on fb .
ltr went her house to upload them .
then met ariel .
went to safra tampines and ate .
played 2 games of bowling .
waited for brenda then played 2 games of pool then went home -.-
WTH .
WASTE TIME NIA -.-

hey peeps .
today going ecp with mich .
she's running and I'm cycling .
WAHAHAHAHAHA .
then I say I take the 2 pax bike then if you tired can tompang ,
then she say dun want ,
she got perserverance -.-
LMFAO CAN !
anyway ,
after that ,
pool with brenda at safra .
SEE YA .

yoh peeps .
went to yinling house just now with brenda .
met brenda for lunch at long john's .
something damn epic happened .
she sms me where's long john .
then I said opposite starbucks .
then in the end ,
she lookedup and saw long john .
RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER --''
then ltr she turned behind and saw starbucks --''
WTH .
then ltr after that went to tampines one .
had shushi tei .
I forced her to eat some food .
then ltr went jco for oreo donuts then went home :D
tmr going ecp with mich then maybe playing pool with brenda .
at safra .
going off now .
miss me peeps !
-MIA-

morning peeps .
once again ,
the blogpost timing is wrong -.-
anyway ,
going simei ltr .
go yinling house do chinese project .
meeting her and brenda at 1.30 at long john silver .
sian la .
I dunno if I should tie my hair .
I very lazy .
but then ltr damn hot ._.
LOL .
yeah I know .
I'm weird ................

seriously lorh .
what's your problem ?
people say I pretty ,
you buay song .
I talk to guys ,
you buay song .
everything I do ,
you also buay song .
I've given you one chance .
but you didnt treaure it .
and now whatever I'm doing ,
you're just not happy about it .
please ,
go back to that bitch .
you dun derserve me .
you're not worth me .
I deserve better than you .
much better .
and yes ,
you left me with no choice but to hate you :D

yohh peeps .
came back from lifesaving classes with michelle .
morning ,
went ITE for gym and pool .
thenl tr had lunch and lifesaving .
then went ikea buy ice cream and hotdog bun (:
buzy week ahead of me .
tmr meeting yin ling and brenda for chinese project .
tuesday meeting mich go changi for gym and pool .
friday meeting yinling , brenda and jing yi for more chinese project .
saturday go malaysia till tuesday back :D
BUSY MAXX CAN !

morning peeps .
I know the post thingy says it isnt morning -.-
it's kinda wrong ....
anyway ,
woke up at 6.45 to reply messages .
then went back to sleep .
it's like a daily thing though >.<
then sleep till 9.30 and dad said he's going out now .
wanna go ?
or else buy breakfast for me .
I so shag :/
of cuz dun wanna go la -.-
so in the end ,
went to sleep till 10 --''
then came out to watch GLEEEEEE .
then now 10.30 blogging .
wonder what i'm gonna do today siol ._.
anyway ,
life has been fine without you .
guess I'm alr used to it .

back from band .
shag :/
going out with mum now (:
to orchard to shop :D
-MIA-

woke up late today .
then ong yan came .
then blah blah blah .
anyway ,
now logging off .
buh bye .
------------------------
you just don't know how many hearts you broke .
just because of your selfishness .
nvm .
I'm used to this .
it really makes no diference becoz my heart is numb now .
numbed by all the hurt you've caused me .

gonna alter skirt today ...
then ltr piano .
logging out naoo ._.

back form band .
had scolding .
everyone can't play -.-
anyway ,
some people out there .
only know how to call people dog .
they don't even know that they're ones too :/
just too pathetic .
all you do is avoid reality .
can't face it .
humji -.-
now it's 2 vs 1 .
and you're alone .
see how many people really hate you ?
when you break p with someone ,
you go back to your ex .
fair to her not ?
nvm ,
you this kinda people .
hack care other people derh feelings .
all you know is you good to your brothers can alr .
no one care abt that .
go back to that bitch la -.-
no one cares about her -'-

who do you think you are ?
you're just a normal boy .
in my eyes .
you might be the best to other people who you flirt with .
but in my eyes ,
you're just a normal guy .
might not be flawless .
might not be too bad .
just like any ordinary guy .
I'm telling you this .
I'm not for you to push around .
whose fault is it that we couldn't meet ?
ytd it was mine .
today ?
you overslept /
not me .
I'm not a pushover .
know your limits .
such a hongster -'-
breaking one heart after another .
you like it ,
don't you ?
well then ,
I'm telling you this .
I HATE IT .
and I think everyone hates it .
except you .
becoz you dun have a heart .
all you care about is yourself .
fair anot ? :/
first you say you're interested in me ,
then ltr got another chio bu come ,
then you dun want me liao .
then when you break with that girl ,
you come back to me .
what kinda shit is that sia ? -'-
SERIOUSLY LORH .
now you decide .
do you want me or not ?
please lorh .
you think what .
without you I will die uh ?
I'm just giving you another chance .
you just don't know how many guys I've rejected because of you .

hey peeps .
sectionals in the morning .
then headed to tampines mall .
was supposed to meet glen again .
but didnt coz he was asleep ._.
PIGGY <3
anyway ,
ate pastamania .
AGAIN .
YESTERDAY ALSO -.-
anyway ,
came back .
then saw many shoes ._.
I thought got what party nv ask me come -'-
actually is my auntie and my cousin come over -.-
then ...
wanted to watch kungfu panda 2 .
but no one wanna watch .
coz all watch before liao -.-
then wanted to watch insidous .
I dunno how to spell :x
then all of them scared .
HUMJI LAA !
anyway ,
drank oero cookie frappe at mac .
DAMN FULL NOW .
-MIA-

it wasnt my fault that I have band right ?
why are you blaming me ?
wy are you always putting the blame on me ?
can't you admit that you were wrong ?
just for once .
JUST ONCE .
Why do you always have to be like this ?
when I slowly trust you again ,
you make me lose all my trust in you .
everytime I try to forget you ,
you come back into my head .
when I'm just ON THE VERGE of forgetting you ,
you JUMP RIGHT BACK IN -.-
I just hate it .
please .
please make up your mind .
do you want to stay in my mind or do you want to leave ?
make your decision .
NOW .
When I decided to give up on love ,
you were there .
to tell me ,
to perservere on .
When I had lost ALL hope for love ,
you were there to give me hope .
Why ?
why do you always have to break my heart ,
then fix it back .
then break it again .
now ,
my heart's numb .
you can break it for all I care .
you can fix it back after that .
I wun care anymore .
becoz my heart is numb .
I can't feel anything anymore .
It's really really really numb .
Many of my friends ask me ,
"what happened to the old you ?
you were so cheerful , so fun to be with .
why are you like this now ?
it's not worth to be so sad over a guy .
if you're really putting in so much and he's not ,
then there's no point . "
but ,
I wanted true love .
I chose not to believe them .
I chose to trust you .
I chose to believe you .
I chose to believe that you were different .
Different from other guys .
You were caring and fun to be with .
Is my decision wrong ?

back from band .
SIAN DIE CAN .
still stay back so long .
OHMYGOD .
I'M SO SORRY .
I CANCELLED OUR 'DATE'
I'M SO SO SO SORRY .
meet tmr kayy ? :D
SORRY ._.

morningz !
watched spongebob squarepants then on comp liao .
OHMYGOD LORH .
SPONGEBOB SIBEI CUTEE CAN !
anyway ,
last night ,
was damn happy and angry .
happy becoz was chatting with xiao len .
angry coz of .......
shall not mention his name .
he think I what .
his toy uh ? -'-
when you bored ,
then you sms me .
when you got no one to talk to ,
then you sms me .
when you got no chiobus to flirt with ,
you find me -'-
YOUR MOTHER LA .
you think I what ?
you mistreat me and joylyn I never say anything leh .
when you're together with a girl ,
you flirt with 10 other girls .
din you know ?
that was the reason for the breakup -'-
flirt here and there .
you tink the girls really like you ?
no , they dun .
they're like you .
bored then talk to you .
no one to talk to then talk to you .
no guys to flirt with then flirt with you .
DON'T YOU FREAKING GET IT ? -'-

back from school .
collected chinese homework then went to singapore flyer for dad's school family day ._.
kinda lame ...
but I won stuff ^.^
COZ THE GAMES SI BEI EASY CAN !
anyway ,
now back .
never go swimming with them ...
-MIA-

HI PEEPS .
currently at home now .
ZARIFAH'S HERE !!!!!!!!
LOL .
she's massaging beside me :D
DAMN CUTEEE CAN !
anyway ,
just came back from band today .
supposed to go for camp .
but was tired and felt giddy .
so in the end .
nv go ._.
my duty all gone :/
PAI SEH .
anyway ,
gtg now
-MIA-

hi peeps .
slept till 1 today .
SHAG MAX CAN !
ytd band dinner .
was damn fun .
met zarifah for lunch then on at her house .
then ltr go kuven house .
straighten hair liao then WEBCAMM :D
bought new bag and shoes at white sands :D
saw priscilla there (:
then ltr when tm to buy shoeslaces to put into my new shoes ^.^
then headed towards eunos interchange .
was lost when looking for the buses ._.
then met yiqing then went to marine parade library .
WE WON THE BEST SECTION AWARD .
time pasts really fast sia .
like awhile then the dinner over liao .
dinner ended at 10 .
then everyone took pictures till about 10.45 .
then I headed home with dad .
homed abt 11 plus .
wash hair then went to bed .
sms-ed josiah till 12 plus .
HE DAMN CUTE CAN :D
LOL .
anyway ,
gonna change blogsong naoo :D
-MIA-