it wasnt my fault that I have band right ?
why are you blaming me ?
wy are you always putting the blame on me ?
can't you admit that you were wrong ?
just for once .
JUST ONCE .
Why do you always have to be like this ?
when I slowly trust you again ,
you make me lose all my trust in you .
everytime I try to forget you ,
you come back into my head .
when I'm just ON THE VERGE of forgetting you ,
you JUMP RIGHT BACK IN -.-
I just hate it .
please .
please make up your mind .
do you want to stay in my mind or do you want to leave ?
make your decision .
NOW .
When I decided to give up on love ,
you were there .
to tell me ,
to perservere on .
When I had lost ALL hope for love ,
you were there to give me hope .
Why ?
why do you always have to break my heart ,
then fix it back .
then break it again .
now ,
my heart's numb .
you can break it for all I care .
you can fix it back after that .
I wun care anymore .
becoz my heart is numb .
I can't feel anything anymore .
It's really really really numb .
Many of my friends ask me ,
"what happened to the old you ?
you were so cheerful , so fun to be with .
why are you like this now ?
it's not worth to be so sad over a guy .
if you're really putting in so much and he's not ,
then there's no point . "
but ,
I wanted true love .
I chose not to believe them .
I chose to trust you .
I chose to believe you .
I chose to believe that you were different .
Different from other guys .
You were caring and fun to be with .
Is my decision wrong ?