
I think that's it between us .
I missed our date .
coz I had classes .
then the next day ,
you woke up late ._.
I lost EVERY CHANCE of meeting you .......
well ,
I guess I should apologise .
You didnt eat for the whole tuesday afternoon :x
and I'm sorry .
I told you to eat by yourself but you dun want mahh :s
anyway ,
well ,
I guess how we met was destined .
and now that we're leaving each other ,
I guess it's fate .
the memories that we had together .
they were really memorable .
I wouldn't forget them .
FOR LIFE .
I promise you <3
what you said ,
it was really true .
you dont need me .
I'm not the only girl in the world .
you're right .
I know we had many quarrels and we chose to talk about it on fb
by posting them as our statuses .
and it all started becoz of me .
I think all this was mainly my fault .
the other when we quarreled ,
we didnt talk .
for weeks or months .
I think ...
and now ,
I dunno why .
we suddenly started to talk again .
I was really happy though .
I know the other time we weren't together .
and you said you did love me before .
but just don't love you anymore .
I was shocked :o
but I didnt have a choice .
I had to let you go .
but if I had a choice ,
I wouldn't .
you don't know how much I really treasured this relationship of ours ~
but it's all too late now .
it's all over .
chance gone alr .
you gave me one chance ,
and I misused it .
months later ,
you gave me another chance .
once again ,
I've misused it .
it's my fault kay ?
it's all my fault .
and it's always my fault .
I've let you down once again .
don't worry about me .
I'm perfectly fine .
go .
go carry on with life without me .
I'm sure you can do it .
I apologise for the joylyn incident .
it's just not fair to you .
well ,
this is just to say ,
I'll really treasure and cherish the times we had :D
as friends , good friends , best friends and somewhat lovers .
just get on with life .
I wish you happiness and improvement in your grades .
Don't worry too much .
don't think that you're foolish coz you're not .
I'll always remember you as my "best boyfriend"