hey peeps .
got miss me not ?
sian nah .
school these few days damn shag :<
anyway ,
life's been quite ok .
nothing much to talk about .
but quite some stupid stuff that happened .
haizz .
you know I've been liking you for 5 months plus le .
and you're still doing this to me .
what the hell is your problem ?
many of my friends say that you're not worth it .
and that I deserve better .
better than a bastard like you .
but I didnt wanna heed their advice .
and yes ,
i ended up getting hurt .
but i really dun mind .
sine it's all for you .
throughout the 5 months ,
so many things happened .
when I was at the lowest point of my life ,
you weren't there for me .
AT ALL .
when you're bored ,
you come chat with me .
when you're not ,
I'm just like another friend you have .
haizzz .
I seriously dunno what's wrong with me .
clinging onto something which was never meant to be mine , I guess ._.
life with you has been .............
amazing yet stressful .
I do a little thing ,
you have a big reaction over it .
oh well ,
I guess it's just fated .
many of my friends ask me to give up since you don't treasure me like how I treasured you .
but I just ignored them and continue with what I'm doing .
continue getting hurt ,
continue faking a smile .
there's nothing else I can do .
I can't bring myself to give up on something that I've been holding onto for the past 5 months .
you understand ?