sup peepes .
life's been quite ok .
blog's been DAMN DEAD .
sometimes it's just laziness la .
I'm like online whole day and rotting like a mushroom but just dont bother to blog . :P
haizzzz .
stressful life though .
got back my results .
had improvement .
got into 3/5 . :O
combined science (chem and phys) , pure geog , ss with elect lit and amaths .
the others are the same like chinese , english , e maths .
yeah .
LOL .
love life's been SHIT .
I TELL YOU .
SHIT !
ignoring me .
that's the best you can do as a boyfriend ?
just fucking go look at your wall .
at least 10 girls kay .
and you told me not to give boys my number .
I did as you told me .
guys asked for my number ,
I deleted them from facebook .
what about you ?
you left it BIG BIG there for girls to take under your profile there .
fair to me or not ?
I dont see you putting in ANY EFFORT in this relationship you know ?
not even a single bit .
I dont feel it anymore .
not that i wanna make things worst .
but today is our 2nd month and 1 day .
I dont see you putting as many smiley faces in my messages as you do to other girls on the internet .
is it fair to me ?
I feel like giving up this relationship you know ?
you seem happier with those girls out there than me .
maybe I dont deserve you .
maybe I'm just not worth you .
everytime i wanna give up ,
I'll ask myself .
why did I hold on so long for ?
then I'll think of all the past thing then happened .
which will make me happier and forget about giving up .
but now ,
when I ask myself ,
what have I held on for .
I would say "nothing"
is this really happening ?
I dont want it to .
我爱你爱得很累，你知道吗 ？
maybe it's coz of your o levels .
thats why youre like that .
alright then .
I shall wait .
I'll give you a week after your o levels .
if it's still like that ,
I find no point in holding on to this relationshit .